Stone cold heart

I think by now
you would have come to know
That I can’t stay away from you
If you haven’t then maybe
You are blind too
Among other things
I have reached to a point where
I can almost levitate
Maybe if you wait a little longer
I will grow a set of wings
Maybe then I can finally fly to you.

The darkness that you left me in
Still wears a thick veil
So even if I grew wings
Even if I took the flight
I am never sure
If I will be greeted by you
Or just another empty street.

The first sip of my whiskey
On days when I try to drown you
Has your name on it
I try to rid you from my mind
I try to fucking kill you
But in each bottom of the glass
Your reflection reign supreme.

So you take your time
Trying to make sense of things
All I want to say
In my drunken stupor is
I hope you don’t find me dead
When finally you decide
to look my way
I hope I have not wasted my love
on someone with a stone cold heart.

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