She is my bestie..
I dialed you for hundredth of time but you didn't reply.
Not even for once.
I was angry, disappointed & hopeless, but I was scared more than anything for your wellness.
I hold my phone a little bit tighter called you once again "THE NUMBER YOU ARE TRYING TO REACH IS CURRENTLY BUSY".
Am I that much addicted to you? I asked myself with tear filled eyes.
'You are a bitchhhhh and I am stu-pid', my inner voice tried to soothe me.
Now, you doesn't matter to me...
I want to kill you but my own heart betrayed me by wanting to see your smiling face.
At last, for my self respect's sake I promised myself to ignore you.
Tears felt to ground and shattered like my tiny heart, here and there.
Suddenly I heard "Tera Yaar hun Mai"(my phone's ringtone)
"HELLO SWEETIE, WHERE WERE YOU, I LOVE YOU" my mouth betrayed me once again.
"I wasn't there, Dadi were talking to someone at my phone and I love you too baby" she replied.