This page is blank, in my mind
These aren't words!!
These are my unspoken misery
But for the world
These words are lies.
My home is nothing of a home,
My Family members with characteristics of
I know nothing of these people,
For they are strangers.
Confused and funny right?
It's 5 a.m. And I still cry.
Not a single human to ask me if I'm alright!
Wow, another days gone by.
I used to sleep till mid noon, Wake up by 3
I cry again, but swear I'm fine, I'll be fine!!
Another piece of crap,
Because i need a way out.
It's just like what they say
"aren't you trying to bring shame to this family!
God your such a disgrace!!
Why were you even born!!
Maybe it is our bad Karma shaped like you!
Another problem yet again,
About the boy i told.
I should never fall in love,
And be happy you know!!
Cause happiness is something I don't own!
I shared him all my darkest secret,
And I love him to the core!!
And now i watch him go.
Go away from me,
He accuses me that I'm a mess!!
It's the same family song!!
Hurt I cry I don't know why,
Broken I guess!!
Loving someone more than your life!!
Yeah your right im a mess!
Okay, Ann stop it now
Your just being overdramatic!
It's time to change yourself first
Your the cause of everything
And get on with your life!
you're jealous, and self-centered
And your a pain!!
I still survive after all this shame
Sorry folks, nothing to see here
Carry on, your life's prevention
I apologize for this spectacle,
I just crave attention,
It's just my head that's messing around!!
I'm nothing but an attention seeker and a mess!
That is what they labeled me and I guess thats how it's supposed to be!