• lipikak 6w

    We don't talk anymore!

    We don't talk anymore, neither I want to.
    Just wanted to pen down my thoughts, so that I can feel calm, I really want you to push you away from my memory. But look at me, still writing about you.
    Remember when we first talked? 7 January 2018 it was. I was the happiest among all. You know why? Because I was betrayed in my past. But we when we talked it felt so right. I don't want you to be my partner. I want you to be my friend. But of course it was likely to happen that time, isliye hua bhi. Tujhse baat krke jo patience milti thi na mujhe, aj vahi patience kam pad rahi hai mujhe life mei deal krne ke liye. Ldaiyo ke baad roona mera or tujhe pta chlna, tera vapis se baat krne aana. Ab lgta hai sirf roone se sth aaya tha tu. There are lots and lots of memories of ours jo ki special hai dono ke liye. Lekin kuch baate aisi bhi hai jis se move on krna asaan bhi hai.
    I don't want you back. You don't deserves to be with me. Or m toh tujhe kabhi deserve krti hi nahi thi ( saying it from day 1)
    Someone told me there's a scale of efforts, and we both have to do our sides of 50-50
    If someone's goes upto 51 then there will be 49 from the other side. 51 vala bnda hi loose krega jabki he's giving the best.
    And I don't know why, but it does makes sense.
    Yaad hai vo so called last meet jaha m tujhe chrd ke jaari thi kyuki tu apna promise nahi pura kr paaya tha?
    Aisi baat pe koi breakup krte hai kya, ye koi baat nahi hoti se mujhe ab parvah nahi hai tak ka safar Jiya tere sath.
    (Sounds sooo dramatic)
    I cannot write everything about you, because my words will fall short , lekin aj ke baad likhna bhi nahi hai.
    M bhi koshish krungi ki m teri parvah naa kru
    Or hopefully ye jald hoga.
    Tu jaa.❤️
    ©lipikak