• asruqtes 11w

    I just feel fucking ashamed...

    of how much I lowered my self esteem
    while talking to my crush.

    It's only when I talk to male friends...
    I realize my
    'Manliness'

    There's a reason I can talk to wide range
    of people without them taking
    advantage of me.

    However...
    I let my guard down
    against a girl
    only for her to betray me.

    Haha...
    I am a stupid...