• nishigupta 9w

    Dilemma

    Seeing him happy,
    reminds me of all the pain he gave me
    Seeing him in pain,
    reminds me of all the uncountable happy hours
    Have desire to curse him in happiness and hug him in pain
    What is this feeling, that i am feeling?
    Does cursing him make me a monster and hugging a saint?

    Can't unlove him.
    Cannot love him like before.
    ©nishigupta