No i can't climb to the top. I know the view is worth watching but what if i slip on the way or i fall from the top? I can't risk my life. I dont want anyone to hold my hand and take me along. I can't risk their lives. I can't be responsible for them. These thoughts are killing me. I feel a knot forming in my stomach. I think i might throw up. How high is that? How risky? How are they walking up so easily? No i can't.
"..... are you okay?"
I wake up from my daymare. I am ...... . I am acrophobic. Ever since childhood, a chair the highest i have climbed. I want to tell my story.