@my_cup_of_poetry Sakshi I ain't a liar but lazy and congratulations for that 25th July,2019 post :")
To - A Despairing Love
You said that I have an ego problem. You said that it wasn't love. And then I try to run away from you as there was no option left for me to stay. I threw the keys of my room. I switched off myself emotionally.Still I didn't get rid of all the anxiety that runs on my veins like rollarcoaster. Soon I realized that the actual problem was I ran on a circular track and I always ended up reaching to you. Funny right !? I put on my earphones in front of you but little did you know I have muted the audio as my ears were against anything that resists your voice to let in. I scratch the lines of my hand, I pulled my ears, I bang my head on walls. It wasn't the tap running in the bathroom, if I tell you, you would cry too. I barely had that kind of light left within me which used to pump me up and let me do everything I ever dreamt of. I need one more shot right at the centre so that the home we made once gets completely destroyed. I am running out of caffeine and time. I put my dignity naked on the floor and you walk barefoot on it as if you never gave a shit about it. It was the time I realized it was all toxic from the very start when it turned me blue. But I was too late. Too late to realize that other hands won't give me the same warmth. Too late to realize that I destroyed 'us'. But not too late to reconstruct it better than before. You have to understand this simple equation. No matter how much I try, I just can't unlove you. This trying has damaged me to the core and I have done making me suffer by both means.
my_cup_of_poetryI am so sorry for saying that but I am also glad that it actually worked out and you finally wrote Thank you so much Rahul first for writing and second for the wishes. And please give up on your laziness for readers like me who love to read you. ❤
deep_sunLong since you last wrote nigs, hope you'll write more