• britney_writes 6w

    I let my hair down today even though I know how much he likes it in a ponytail.
    He says it defines my facial features better.
    I have never really understood his obsession with ponytails.
    I am wearing a black fitted dress. My cleavage is exposed and so are my thighs. He hates when I show skin but that doesn't bother me anymore.
    I used to think changing my lifestyle would be enough for him but now he wants me to drop the blunt and bottle.
    I woke up this morning and finally decided to speak to him after weeks of ignoring him.
    I am sure he has rehearsed what or what not to say to me.
    I am walking towards him now and the only thing on my lips is " I can't".
    I can't stop living because of you.
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