• anonymous_feelz 20w

    Why is this private pain so public

    Why do u have to know?

    Why is it that everyones looking

    At what's going on below.


    Why do you have to notice

    The brusies and scars i hide

    The marks underneath these clothes

    You dont realise how hard i tried.


    Why is it that you think its okay

    To peek and look and see

    Why cant you just mind your own business

    And stop being so nosy.


    Why did i have to inflict the pain

    In a wave of sadness and distress

    Why did i choose that part of myself

    To make a raw and bloody mess?


    But then im thankful for your observations

    That you really can see through

    The outer shell i present

    To realise my insides are blue.


    Maybe in some way i was crying out

    That i hurt and cut myself

    Because in the end, afterall

    I knew... You'd help

    ©anonymous_feelz