Everyone has a different meaning for different emotions , so do I . I don't believe in happiness as happiness eventually leads to sadness or depression . Do you know why do we get sad or depressed ? As per my perspective , we get used to something (happiness) that is just a temporary feeling. I don't care a hang to complicate my life by chasing something that is subjective . The things that make you happy today can't make you happy tomorrow. People change so do emotions. Stop being too dependent on happiness. Happiness is just a hallucination we all try to fit in. Happiness is just an unrealistic emotion which draws us closer to sadness . You get up everyday and breath that's enough to exist .that's enough to be at peace . The pieces of peace are shattered in your soul , fix them .