My Lost Friend
I seek no answer, for I have no question.
What went wrong between us, is still a riddle.
I feel like picking up the phone and enquiring, "Can we be in touch?"
But I know now, it's too late to say.
I know I won't even wait for a goodbye!
I wish I could gather all our memories and demonstrate to you that we were perfect..two of a kind..too good to be forever.
You did what, no friend would ever do.
You tried to swipe off love from me, before I could even unfold and manifest it, my friend.
You knew very well it meant the world to me..and still you played those frolics around.
Everyone around warned me of you.
I was incompetent. I couldn't see.
I turned deaf to all their words.
I acted blind to all their views.
Sometimes I blame myself for it.
I think I knew about you for sure.
My heart was stupid..it kept beating for you.
God was gracious. I saved my love.
I had to choose, between truth and you.
I still yearned to stand, by your side.
I think I left, for I knew answers would slit my mind.
Have you ever felt guilty for what you have done?
Because I apologise on your behalf too.
My psyche still, protects you subconsciously too.
Time flies and your lies have left a scar.
A hole in my soul; a shattered heart behind the bar.
I smile in loneliness more than often.
I see your quintessence in others too.
But this time I warn, myself first.
Don't let someone break your trust.