When we're alone and lonely,
Everything looks different.
Suddenly all the thoughts in the world decides to visit our mind.
The ceiling looks too interesting like it has hidden secrets we never knew about.
Everything outside looks good, you watch the activities going on and think of how easy their lives are. The walls cave in on you, you feel stuffed, it's like you're in this void and nothing is helping.
You stare at your phone for hours, you read a book but all it does is to remind you of the world outside. You're convinced that you have a problem and nobody cares enough to solve them.
It's like they say, when the mind is idle, the devil comes to play.