• crazeycat_in_d_rain 9w

    There are times like these that occur at some point in life ... It's totally natural to feel miserable and wanting to destroy everything you have and harm yourself. As long as you are able to release these feelings without permanent damage. Sometimes writing is therapy.
    Be warned though... it's a bit ugly, but purposeful.

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    Some nights are darker..

    Fuck you!

    I will be using you.
    If you give me all I need.
    Because I will not give you anything back!
    I know it.

    I want to ruin everything I have!
    That includes you!
    I want to be miserable again.
    I miss being my old self.
    Pathetic, with a restless pace, wild dreams and high hopes.

    I don't want any of you in my life.
    I live it my way.
    I'll ruin it or built it ....in accordance to my bloody wishes.
    Don't tell me what to do.
    You don't know what I've been upto, where I've been and what I've seen..!
    I want to ruin you before you can even try me.
    I hate you all
    Die or be gone.

    No friend of mine will fix me.
    I'll fix myself.
    If you try, someone will have to fix you then.