Some nights are darker..
I will be using you.
If you give me all I need.
Because I will not give you anything back!
I know it.
I want to ruin everything I have!
That includes you!
I want to be miserable again.
I miss being my old self.
Pathetic, with a restless pace, wild dreams and high hopes.
I don't want any of you in my life.
I live it my way.
I'll ruin it or built it ....in accordance to my bloody wishes.
Don't tell me what to do.
You don't know what I've been upto, where I've been and what I've seen..!
I want to ruin you before you can even try me.
I hate you all
Die or be gone.
No friend of mine will fix me.
I'll fix myself.
If you try, someone will have to fix you then.