• _90sbaby_ 6w

    i'm tired of the breaking
    everytime i think i'm making it
    back up on my feet
    something seems intent
    on crushing me
    scattering hope
    along the floor
    each time
    ground finer
    making it harder
    to pick up the pieces
    of what's left of my will to try

    i lay there defeated
    broken and beaten
    wondering if it's in me to get back up again
    with a jaded understanding
    that the cycle never