Clarity

I fear clarity
not illusions
illusions are less scary
they wrap you in warmth
Clarity is scary
it's the clear voice in your head
which never lies
you know it speaks the truth
so you doubt it's audibility
once it starts to echo in your head
the reality raises head
and then you can't
hush the clamour
it pours from ears
from eyes from everywhere
you may clench  your fist
with crumbs of hope
But they seep
grain by grain
into your being
your existence
you can't run from your
Inner voice
There's no escape from "clarity"
©julyhues