It’s all in my head

Lost in my head at 3am
Stuck with my never ending thoughts
Time flying at it’s pace and I’ve left with nothing at all
Loosening my threads to hold on to myself
Embracing my faults to have it or not
The warmth losing my body making me cold
Letting it all happen to get a hold
Words unsaid and tears dried out
Pointless thoughts and days of drought
My screams staying shut and my eyes numb
Trembling hands wondering what I’ve become
The curtains dancing with the breeze
Shining stars, the moon hiding behind trees
The dusk bringing all the darkness around
Just wondering why couldn’t you be my dawn.