My body's aching
I feel like I can't get up
It's getting harder to breathe
My head is pounding
It's all just too heavy
I'm so tired.....
But there's still so much to do
Because everyone is suffering I can't complain
If they can't do it then I have to
Even if everything hurts I need to try harder.
Even is no one cares I need to show the best results.
I feel like I have no right to feel bad for myself, I have no right to be sad or depressed.
This is not self pity,
This is self hate.