• euan_roelle 20w

    My body's aching
    I feel like I can't get up
    It's getting harder to breathe
    My head is pounding
    It's all just too heavy
    I'm so tired.....
    But there's still so much to do
    Because everyone is suffering I can't complain
    If they can't do it then I have to
    Even if everything hurts I need to try harder.
    Even is no one cares I need to show the best results.
    I feel like I have no right to feel bad for myself, I have no right to be sad or depressed.

    This is not self pity,
    This is self hate.