• mysweetdemise 50w


    The only time I recognize myself is when I'm at my worst.
    I watch as people come through my life and leave with a quickness.
    How I desire to leave, my thoughts constantly sending the pressure and here I lay alone in my thoughts.
    I love you I thought to myself, but the second thought made the first a lie.
    After all the sins I've committed how could I possibly be lovable?
    Tears form on my face, water stains my pillow as I realize that I am the weakness.