My Beloved (2)

©Ankita Priyadarshini
Twilight of the dawn brought me hope
to love you to the fullest,
no to hurt you or become a dope
But was unable to, Sorry my sweetest.

I agree, I was doltish not to save you
I know how egocentric I was, but,
I know now as I too am feeling blue
in the world without you, the sadness glut.

A big conspiracy it was, the man in my face's veil,
Killed my beloved, you.
Oh! How execrate for him I feel!
Was it a love for you?

Yes, he said he loved you but got rebuffed
In a grudge--bearing mind, he killed you.
Both of us, he bluffed.
I wanted to live whole of my life with you, and so will do.

I'll quit and go to you, to the heavens
To cherrish our love, which is not just a so--called word but is true.
Hereby, I cut my veins.
I'll soon be there with you.