• infiniteexpressions 6w

    There's a feeling that she had lived ,looking back she feels sorry that she had allowed herself to feel it...the feeling of being unworthy.... whole of her life experiences of feeling good,and expecting magic to happen, and positivity was poisoned by this one apple over the time frame which her mind has closed and slowly stopped visiting....she has worked growing over that feeling of unworthiness, that feeling of feeling less,...she knows now that she is worthy of everything good that life has to offer and keep reminding herself that best is yet to come...but somewhere still that dirty feeling creeps in once ina while, asking her, shes good for herself, but is she good for anybody else.....? And she doesnt have a clear answer...
    She looks outside at the sunshine and all the finer things,and thinks everything is taken care of,everything will be just fine....you just need an open mind.....remembering her farewell note from an old slam book ' keep believing in miracles and magic,magic happens to those who believe in it ' ...she wonders why for years had she forgotten about it...,but to see, may be she had never really forgotten,if she had, she wouldnt be smiling today...
    ©infiniteexpressions