• meganlawrence 9w

    I’ve never been the girl
    who everyone was attracted to
    Not the first choice
    or second
    maybe even third
    Maybe it’s just me but
    I want to know how it feels
    to feel loved
    Like I mattered to anyone
    I wish I was the reason
    someone felt so happy
    that they could barely breathe
    Or the reason for butterflies in their stomach
    The sound of my voice
    rendering them speechless

    i’m not her