• secrete_giggles03 11w

    WHAT I FEEL

    Nowadays my heart is coughing hate unto people
    Despite the fact that people have done me wrong
    I still stand strong because i believe in patience
    People whom i loved have and still are backstabbing me
    Numerous of them have enquire for help from me
    I did offer it without no doubt yet im all alone now

    As i commence to look unto the past
    I see my own beloved friends turn they're backs at me
    And i still stood there with amazement
    Yet i still kept my tears from coming out
    In respect of my own heart
    To protect myself from being too attached to HATE

    WHAT AM I FEELING ?
    I feel like my life is a MACABRE
    I feel like i have to leave my life in a machiavellian way
    Since i feel cold-hearted
    Well heyyyy i was not born this way darling
    Life changed me ACTAULLY PEOPLE CHANGED ME
    The way they treated me changed me

    People have taught me how to be unthankful
    Ive always been a supporting figure
    Buh the only thing i got back was unthankful remarks
    I felt attacked and i still do thats why im marauding
    Ive been oppressed buh i never opposed i stayed an optimist

    I feel the need to change my lifestyle
    My lifestyle of doing things people do to me
    I need a pastoral i need help
    I need to pasteurize my heart to kill all bad bacteria's
    This bad vibes needs to stop growing in me
    Thats what i feel now
    ©secrete_giggles03