• _scas_ 5w

    ever since i saw you
    i knew you were too good to be mine.
    so i tried to kill my feelings
    to be friends with you, pretending to be fine.
    -
    i knew girls like you
    do not fall for guys like me.
    for i was just a fish
    but you deserved the sea.
    -
    on a lot of days
    i wanted to tell you how i felt.
    but the thought of losing you would strike
    and somehow, with my feelings i dealt.
    -
    on a lot of nights
    i would dream about you and me being we.
    but i knew if i told you
    our friendship would be the paid fee.
    -
    i am sorry for lying to you
    but i just wanted to be close.
    and then gradually you became
    the muse to my poetry and prose.
    -
    i know i am not the one for you
    but i want to make sure you do not get hurt.
    for i can not stand
    you being treated like dirt.
    -
    the guy you choose to love
    would be the luckiest in the world.
    for he will be the reason
    behind your lips this curled.
    -
    i would make sure that
    you and him have the happily ever after.
    something that we could not have
    but i will try hide my pain in laughter.
    -
    you were too good for me
    and i am sorry i can never show
    but i guess i love you enough
    enough, to let you go.

    -SCAS.

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