The heart orders me to open the door
To think it forgets the feelings that it tore
No more, no more.
And then she’s here, another girl to break it down for me
Blinded once again, I’m too smitten to see
The impending pain that I should be able to foresee
But once again, once again, I say “Fuck it”
Damn the pain; curse the rain that dwells inside my soul
I’m ready to face another sword in my heart, another blade at my back
Just to have the beautiful bleeding heart that I have always lacked.