• leah84 10w

    I dnt know how much pain should be inflicted on 1 soul ... The excruciating hurt that i feel ..ull never know.... Bad thoughts that just keep running in my head ..at this moment in time id be better off dead ...started with 3 down to 1 ...my last born son ...the only one who hasnt turned his back on me ...i have nomore family ...ive never hit or hurt any of you ....id of died for any of u wish ud new ..i never starved you never treated you bad ... .im dyin inside im so sad ...i never gave up or walked away .....everyday for my kids i pray.....even being a mother with a drug addiction ... Being there mom always my first mission....id give my last breathe for any of yous..... But me as ur mother u still did not choose ..i tried to teach you everything u needed to live life ....i feel like im dying with my childrens hands around the knife ...i cant breathe...i no longer believe for im too weak...you were voice when i couldnt speak..my eyes when i couldnt see .. My lungs so i could brethe my legs to leap... With yous gone my heart no longer beats ...without yous in my home ...without u im alone ... No longer a reason too stay alive ...my kids were my life supply ...i sure tried ...no pride ...too many tears cried ..dead inside...so i finally died ...im left with only goodbye ...
    ©leah84