It is okay :)
It is okay to start again. It is okay to change your mind about things that you were so sure about because you've grown, because you've seen life in countless ways that now reflect your change back at you, because you're not the same person you were weeks, months and years ago. It is okay to walk on a timeline that's different to others. Because it's no less than theirs, it's not behind anyone else's and it's not ahead either -- it's yours. It's unique and special to you, so embrace it. It is okay to watch things that you wanted fall out of your grasp and watch other things fall into it. It is okay to take a break, it is okay to take a breather, it is okay to give up and start all over again, it is okay to decide when something isn't meant for you and it is okay to decide when something is.