• ablaze_writer 10w

    Sayonara!!!
    End or beginning?

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    Sayonara....

    I often use it at the end of my poems. I might be seeking closure on the feelings I shared with the world, the one's which kept me awake at night, the one's which made me forget the path of my life, ones which still make my guts churn with the bewildest thoughts and the one's which have been erupting like a silent volcano in the back of my head.
    But I often forget to say sayonara to this feelings cause they come rushing back in by the mention of some words/names/memories, and I know in my conscious that this isn't over....
    I guess it never will be....
    Cause I really am a hopeless human who still likes to wander in the forest of fake promises and hopes, dive into the sweet lies and get drenched with bitter truth which hurts, gaze at the mazes of life which have been solved or left unturned...
    My soul is not on terms with my words.
    She likes to shake off this fake avatar I put in front of world. She hugs out the flaws and fills in the void I left in my poems and puts the closure to that sayonara. One day she might kill me for being this way for seeking closures through words and not people, to enjoy the miseries of rhymes and not the cries.
    Alas this all happens in the dark night at odd hours of delicacy when everyone is in deepest slumber ...
    A sayonara to the void in me which might shrink someday and leave a dot of remembrance.
    A gift of goodbye which is forbidden.....
    ©ablaze_writer