Gin And Tonic

26th September 2020
I thought I really knew her,
Out with her friends,
Pure pretend.

She’s out having a drink,
I didn’t even think
Trust so strong,
Didn’t think It could go wrong.

So, I leave her a text
Not knowing she’s out with her next,
She replied “he’s leaving”
Seemed deceiving.

Calm as I am
I’m starting to panic,
While they’re out there having a double Gin,
And tonic after tonic.

She calls it a night,
Texts me “my Uber’s arrived”
“Honey I’m home”
No she was never alone!

She woke up next morning
Hungover from last night,
Wrote me a long message
And brought it to light.

My heart cried out loud
Gave her the benefit of the doubt.
Popped her a question,
“Would you like to work things out?”

“No”, was her answer!
Without a thought.
Got me wondering really,
Did she ever love me or what?

I loved her so truly
I asked her to stay,
She said “ The damage is done”
“You should walk away”

As always, I promised
I’d love her and trust her the same,
She says “Mil, I lied to you”
“Are you insane?”

I knew it was over
A return, far from sight,
Love her so truly
I didn’t let go without a fight.

So, she’s happier with him,
That’s all she knows.
For a heart that’s been broken,
Only ignored!

Well, I reach out to cigarettes,
To ease out the pain.
Get my first drag,
It started to rain.

So, I Walk into a bar,
They ask me who you are?
I told them I’m “Trash”,
Though, I could lend you some cash.

Excuse me Bartender,
Please make me a drink!
A Double Gin And Tonic,
What do you think?
©MillChill