• kaylynnicole 5w

    She would be 56. Forever missing my beautiful mother.

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    I cried for you today
    I'll probably cry again tomorrow
    Sometimes more than once
    With your birthday right around the corner
    It's hard not to
    But I've felt loved and accepted
    Through the tears, I was held
    I hope this is everything you wanted for me
    And despite not having any visits from you in my dreams
    I'm hoping you're still with me
    Not just those ashes on the shelf
    And not in the way people say you always are
    Not in the way where they say I have your smile
    But where you give me little hints and insights
    A flickering light or random but oh-so-relative song
    Im begging for a sign
    I guess I ought to start opening my mind to receive them