My recent encounter was unbearable. The flooding of "I don't knows" kept punching my troubled senses and yes, it left me suffocated. I don't know how everything started. My heart's so heavy and I couldn't grasp means to lessen the weight that it desperately carries. I don't know how many times I make sighs to release the pain that literally crumpled my chest. I don't know. I don't know how to clear the chaos that I myself accidentally get involved with. I don't know how to put an end to this mind-numbing agony. I don't know how to comprehend these totally unfathomable segments that darken my hues of hopes wishing I could get even one single hint to diminish the ache, the confusion, the longing of answers that were absolutely impossible to discover.