I isolate.. build walls and push everyone away than wonder why I’m alone! I’m told I’m toxic and poison and I think it might be true. I need help.. I don’t know wtf to do! I’ve seeked help before and it’s never helped. I guess I’ve just accepted it and have given up. I’ve hurt so many ppl I love bc I’m hurting myself.. they don’t deserve it.. it’s not fair! I’m done with relationships.. I’m better off alone. I’m done cutting ppl with my broken glass.