"It's not fair! He gets to smile every day. He gets to walk around school perfectly fine. He gets to hold her hand and not even give it a second thought. He gets to go to sleep every night, meanwhile I don't! I have to fight to even attempt a smile, I have to fight to not cry, I feel guilty even talking to another guy, I have to sit up every night wondering why the hell I wasn't good enough! Why wasn't I good enough? I tried so hard I get him to stay... But it was never enough."