Final goodbye to my beloved!
Wasn't it so unfortunate to find out in the end that all of my love, care, loyalty, support, time and efforts did go to waste. Our hearts somewhere knew that it was never actually going to work out. We both came from two very different worlds, we both belonged to two new different worlds that were waiting for us with open arms. We failed to recognize the truth. I tried my level best to make it work. I gave in all I could to save this connection but was it even a true connection or was it a lie, a lie we've been telling ourselves since last four years. It was a forced relationship, we forced ourselves into it. Somewhere in the back of our minds we both knew we could never be happy together. We killed each other's happiness. Maybe you were a good person but you weren't good for me. Maybe I was a good person too but you brought out the worst in me. I don't blame you but I won't blame myself either. There are things I want to say to you and things I want to talk about but I don't want to quote my pain and remind you of what all you have put me through in words ever again. I don't want to make it sound like a cassette tape being played over and over again until we both get tired and sick of it. I'll let you move on peacefully and hope you're sane. I'd probably not forgive you for the misery you caused to me but tell me apart from it what was it that I gained! Now all I can do for you is to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
May Allah heal our wounds and take away our pain.