[Physical Abuse] It was around 11 in the night. My life lost its sounds. When I looked around the place, All the chaos were settled down till the time. I didn't want to go back home... EXACTLY MY HOME WASN'T SWEET ANYMORE FOR ME... A thought of his presence horrifies me... It wasn't the first time he touched me....
But this time... It wasn't just a touch, he tries holding me crossing the threshold, he pushed me down to procure the pleasure of coercion...
I was damn so uncomfortable. Even his breathe scares me... His presence was like caveat to me.... I told my mother... She asked me to ignore... When it was the first time... The second time I told her... She shuts me up.... And this time.... I was broke... She told me to forget.... But I couldn't...
His breathe near mine was so petrifying... I wanted to speak and shout.. but I didn't know how?... After some time I got unconscious and when I woke up... I didn't know what to do.... My house, my room, everything felt so scary.. I ran away from there... I don't want to be there anymore... I don't know where I will go what I will do... Yeah... I survived... I didn't know how...
The man once I respected became so terrifying... I lost faith in love and something called divine... Yes, the evil returned... And it was inevitable... Yes I feel the pain... His face hasn't been blurred yet... I couldn't sleep though it's been more than 10 years... I wonder how he slept so well... Didn't his conscience stopped him once... To spare that little girl in that room
Even I survived... I know how hard it will be... The little girl is still terrified of this so called society... Which made my life tougher... I wished I was dead that night... I wished that I shouldn't survive... This is harder than I thought...
Why are so alone love? Trust me I won't let you down Hold my hand and let me kneel down I won't let you hurt.... I will hold you and take you where you want to go Let's not think the future... Walk without destination Let's go on a long walk.......
How convoluted was our love.. I wanted to love you endlessly You wanted to love people endlessly
When the night grew dark And memories were like a spark Everytime I saw something Which I wanted to hold suddenly slipped down
The whole night I imagined us And the view to see you kissing someone else Was so horrifying
How far changing beds will help? How far changing people will help? How far changing emotions will help? Love.... Someday... You will be messed up With whatever you created.... The pleasure Tonight will be fear tomorrow.... How far you will run away from your KARMA.. You will too break someday....
THE SUMMER The summer told me... To be strong enough for yourself.... Your strength lies in you... You should concede yourself THE WINTER The winter told me... That sometimes being cold isn't bad.... You should not let anyone hurt you.. Be vigilant to people around you... Sometimes ignoring is better THE MONSOON The monsoon told me .... Sometimes you have to let it go.... When things gets heavier... Better let it go before it makes you vulnerable THE AUTUMN The autumn told me ... You have to shed your negativity and negative and toxic people and always to be fresh
I had pain Which caused no gain Neither you liked it nor did I It was all insane
Waiting wasn't your type And I was hiding the pain Yes, I accept "I LOVED YOU" And yes it was all in vain
Sitting in the dark was the conversation with the spark The same that I felt That one day with my love you will melt
I don't regret coz I was happy Though it was tough but not shabby Wanted to feel the same zeal, but I was quite
Though you didn't gave me any scar My bruises that you searched so far Commendable was your play But sorry sweetheart you FAILED
You ask me TO COUNT ON YOU COZ THIS IS WHAT FRIENDS DO FRIENDS DON'T STAB IT CAN BE ONLY YOU
Waited so long and cried a lot What does that mean Was I a freak? Oh yes! Indeed
My scars my bruises doesn't belong to you Coz you know what.... It was all mine And I want to keep it divine My flaws make me what I am Not you like.... A bloody betrayer The mercy I had.... I left it behind And this time.... I won't let you be fine I will tear your heart Like you did with mine NOW I WILL RISE AND SHINE
How shall I change the destiny... How shall I change the nature Tell me how should I erase it All the pain and cries My love and prize Where should I sell them.... Without any price Tell me the place where love is sold What is the price of your love which was too cold Where did you sold your conscience..... Love
There are two powers in the world, one is the sword and other is the pen. There is third power stronger than both, that of women.. ❤✌ Happy women's day to all the incredible womens. ❤ Shine on, not just today, but everyday❤ #internationalwomensday#girlpower#womenempowernment
बता देना मुझे जब तुम उसके कंधे पर हाथ रखकर देखोगी उसकी आंखों में ताकि मैं समझा सकूं अपनी आखों को कि देख सके तुझे वो खुद की निगाहों से नहीं है इतनी इनायत मुझमें और अब अश्कों को बहाने से नहीं आ सकती बाड़ और आ भी जाए तो नहीं बचा कोई गांव या शहर जिसको डुबो के कर सके क्रोध का विनाश क्योंकि बर्बाद हो चुका था हर एक मंजर तभी जब देखा था तुमने आंखों में उसकी भुलाकर मेरी आंखो से किए वादों को। बता देना मुझे जब पहली बार अपने हाथों से तुम उसको खिलाओ ताकि बता सकूं अपने पेट को कि नहीं है खाना या दाना इतना भी की खिलाकर मिटाई जा सके मेरी भूख और अब रहना होगा इसी भूख के साथ आजीवन या भुला देना होगा की होती भी है कोई भूख । चाहे पेट में दर्द हो कितना भी लेकिन नहीं है इक निवाला भी थाली में जिसको खिलाकर मिटाई जा सके ये भूख क्योंकि सब निवालों से हटाकर मेरा नाम लिख दिया गया है नाम किसी और का । बता देना मुझे जब तुम उसके माथे पर अपने होठों से छूकर दिलाओगी एहसास अपने होने का ताकि समझा सकूं मैं अपने माथे को की रहने वाली हैं ये सलवटे अब हमेशा के लिए क्योंकि जिसके छूने जाने वाली थी ये चिंताओं की सलवट उसने ढूंढ लिया है नया माथा और भुला दिया है हर वादा । बता देना मुझे जब वो तुम्हारी कमर को अपने हाथों से पकड़ेगा ताकि बता सकूं अपने हाथों को कि लेकर के ईंट कील और हथौड़े तोड़ कर कर ले हिस्से खुद के क्योंकि दे दिया गया है हर हक किसी दूसरे हाथों को । बता देना मुझे जब वो तुमसे बात करे ताकि बता सकूं अपनी जीभ को कि चुप रहने की डाल ले आदत वरना आकर दांतों के बीच कर ले आत्महत्या क्योंकि बोलने का हक दे दिया गया है किसी और को और अब मेरे बोलने से नहीं देगा सुनाई उसके कानों को क्योंकि भुलाई जा चुकी है वो मेरी आवाज़। बता देना मुझे जब चली जाओ तुम उसकी बाहों में ताकि बता सकूं अपने दिल को कि अब कर दे धड़कना बंद क्योंकि जिस दिल के लिए किया था धड़कना शुरू वो फेर चुका है मुंह मुझसे और धड़कने लगा है किसी और के लिए। देखा कितना आसान था ना समझाना । सब समझ गए हमेशा के लिए।
When the lightning crackles up, The thunder roars loudly, And the clouds drizzle, A poet takes its pen, To pen down, Something Which it itself doesn't knows what is it, But some give it the name of poetry.
Under the blue sky, Gazing up at skies, Some thoughts, Cook up in my mind, I scribble them off, On my notepad. I named it as poetry.
Behind the curtains, A philosopher is thinking something, Maybe it's a quote, But when he wrote it, It came out to be a poetry.
On the streets, A girl is walking, Moving her hands, Is she trying to say something, Or is that a poetry.
Inside a room, Someone is sitting, An ink pot and hard paper, That someone is moving it's pen, Up and down , round and round, When I saw it, I was a poetry.
Where there was darkness all around, A heartless soul is Lying down, There was a candle , pen and paper around, I could see those scattered emotions of her in form of words, Which were penned down as a POETRY.
Every organization needs a leader, irrespective of its size and functions. A leaderless organization is a "muddle of men and machine". Leadership is not gender-specific. The hallmark of leadership is the ability of a superior to influence the behavior of the subordinates or a group and persuades them to follow a particular course of action. Although leaders can be of both genders, there exist certain differences in the basic traits and qualities possessed by men and women leaders. In the twenty-first century, the essential qualities required to lead include the ability to collaborate, connect, empathize and communicate. All these qualities are feminine in nature and can help build a more sustainable future. Women are constantly making their leadership presence felt in entrepreneurship, education, technology, health, administration, engineering, etc. at regional, national and global levels. Women are now resolved to break the traditional ceilings to evolve the leadership positions that society barred them from, even if they possessed equal requisite skills and talents. History speaks itself, the Women-leaders, Indra Nooyi, Indira Gandhi, Oprah Winfrey, Theresa May, Christine Lagarde, Anjela Merkel, Ellen Johnson Sirleaf, Michelle Bachelet, Helle Thorning-Schmidt, Arundhati Bhattacharya to name a few.
Women show some characteristic features that turned out to be beneficial to organizations. They are more transformational than men as they emphasize on both organizational goals and personal development. Also, they are focused on completing the task within deadlines which ensures smooth functioning of the company. Another important trait showed by women leaders is that they promote corporation and collaboration amongst the subordinates. In this case, all the members of the team need to be clear of their roles and responsibilities, otherwise, it results in redundant work. The communication style of women are sufficiently different than men leaders, they posses democratic style of leadership and also tend to be participatory in several aspects. Women often times allow more space in accomplishing a goal providing flexibility towards innovation and creativity. However, women are seldom good at branding themselves unlike their male counterparts. This may be a major reason why the capabilities of women leaders have not been highlighted for the people to recognize their potentials. Hopefully in the coming time, women will participate into sharing their achievements and accomplishment, which ultimately will inspire more females to come up enthusiastically, removing the gender disparity.
Presenting an example of how perspective difference can impact at places with higher risk. In the recent survey regarding the cases and deaths due to covid-19, it was found that countries with women leaders did better in flattering the curve. Attitude towards risk from male leaders differs from female leaders as explained by Kambhampati, “Men are willing to take risk per game, but not willing to take risk for a loss.” She also emphasized the domain of risk in the leadership decision. She briefed,” In the literature it seems to be the case that they talk about women being risk-averse, but it isn’t true in all aspects. So yes, women are risk-averse as far as lives are concerned, but actually female leaders took greater risk compared to their male counterparts regarding economy.” The transition towards the new normal after the pandemic is a grand opportunity to reflect on the status and influence of women at the workplaces, especially the emergence of effective women-leadership.
Despite the difficulties encountered by women due to bias, stereotypes, work-family balance, etc. women leaders have emerged to form a prosperous diverse organization and social culture, had shown to drive innovation and critical thinking. In short, women empowerment should continue in the ‘new normal’.
वो जो दूर आसमान में अंधेरे की चादर ओढ़े, सितारों के बीच जगमगाते हुए, खामोशी में लिपटा हुआ, अनगिनत राज समेटे और ना जाने कितनी यादों को अपने रुखसार में छिपाए, मैं जब भी उस 'चांद' को देखती हूं, मुझे उस 'चांद' में तुम्हारी प्रतिबिंब दिखती है, और मैं बस एकटक निहारती जाती हूं! निहारती जाती हूं!