What do i write? A sad melancholy? Or a cheerful chorus? Do i write about the times when i think about you and smile? Or the times when i think about you and shed a tear or two? You see i can mostly handle my emotions, but on some days, like a sunday, or a monday, or even a tuesday, or maybe ... maybe the entire week, i can't. I roll myself into a pillow and my thoughts? Ahh my thoughts go hither and thither like a leaf hanging on a branch being shooked by a storm vigorously and is on the verge of shedding, but has still held on tightly to the branch, because you see when you have nothing else left, a leap of faith is enough to get you going. So you ask me what i do so i don't end up getting trapped inside my emotions, you ask me how i escape? And i.. well i.. i remain silent...like you do. Like you do when i ask you how do YOU cope up without me? Or do you really need to cope up at all? They say that the distance makes the heart grow fonder. Fonder of what? Each other or the distance? So like any other day in the week, specially a Sunday, because sundays always used to be special, i take out our photographs and my heart. And i place them adjacent to each other. And i look at them with sheer admiration and wonder, do you ever think of me when , maybe..when you eat an ice cream? Or listen to our song? Or do you just order another flavour and skip that song? Do you too get trapped inside your emotions, shunning you from the outside world but bring you to a world closer to me like i do? Or do you just keep yourself busy enough to not let my thought cross even once through your mind? Because whatever you're doing, between you and i, i want to learn it too. So that the next time i start writing about you, i do not have to ask but write a cheerful chorus instead of a heartbreaking melancholy.