recluse

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  • recluse 5d

    Some people leave us but even after leaving we always find them staying inside us.
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  • recluse 1w

    Pardon me if you have tagged me in any of your post and I haven't read it yet.
    I am not using this app much now a days and I will read them whenever I will be free and not just for like and re-post.

  • recluse 1w

    Sometimes a hug is all you need, a touch expressing million emotions.. a therapy itself but we don't get it often from the right person
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  • recluse 1w

    You know you can't be dead soon right now but then who knows when you will be.. death is certain.
    Another constant after change which happen in our lives.
    And when someone is gone. Permanently. Many emotional and physical changes comes along with it.
    And with a strong heart and mindset, you have to accept everything coming in your way before you are finally gone from this world.
    You will be gone and your loved one will cry over your lifeless body, they all will collapse in front of you. They will be devastated and you lying there without a soul will be free from this social cycle when you have to drain out your emotions into a hysteric cry to accept the reality which lay in front of you.
    You will be free from all these emotional breakdown, the numbness as you will achieve its highest state maybe.
    Death my friend, I don't know when you will be here, but I hope whenever you come to me all my loved ones has the courage to see you in my face.
    And may they all accept their lives without me soon and not miss me and any memories associated with any person, because I know it's hard. You can't just erase them. It's there always.
    I love the idea of you, but not what you left behind for others.
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  • recluse 1w

    His lips touched like feather on mine, which tickled and we smiled.
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  • recluse 2w

    I seriously don't know what I am trying to say here.

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    Some people leave you in devasted state or it may be you feel so by their loss in your life while reality can be different.
    The thing is we should learn to get independent in emotional sense so that we don't feel the need of anyone in our life to share things even if it's a human nature.
    What I mean is we should not rely on anyone to give us support and seek advice from and learn to make decisions as our mind says, not heart.
    As I think overthinking only comes when when our heart don't permit us to do certain thinks to which our mind gives us counteless suggestions, in favour and in opposition both.
    As I am known to have attitude problem because of my behaviour and also selfish being but people misunderstand my first reaction towards them or anyone, I don't open to anyone even if I have known you since years, I could make a casual Hi-bye relation with anyone but when it comes to talking I am no good in continuing the conversation. I will just run away from you.
    While some people give me similar vibe and when I feel good about them I start to discuss anything with them even when I think it's too much and sometimes I accept my apology for that too. It's my case I am telling you.
    Sometimes it's your behaviour which make people judge you.
    While sometimes you change yourself when certain someone is no more in your life and you become reserved from world.
    In both cases, don't think about people, if they call you selfish, egoist or anything else. Because if they had known you, they might have understood your behaviour by now, the other people might be habitual of saying these things.
    But you should only focus on being original in your eyes, living your true self even if it's termed as attitude or selfishness or egoist nature.
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  • recluse 3w

    Can I cry? NO!

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    When reality keeps hitting you and instead of accepting it you only want to bury your head underground like ostrich so that you can avoid it.
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  • recluse 3w

    And everyday we struggle to define them

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    There are some feelings whose magnitude can never be expressed through words no matter how hard you try.
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  • recluse 4w

    Does it bother you how people remember you?
    Do they see your character or behaviour
    Or do they see your outer look,
    Your apparels,
    Your face features or curves in your body,
    How do you love yourself
    If you are bothered by the eyes of others
    Constantly gazing you,
    Pointing out your faults,
    Or even when they praise,
    You couldn't take the intentions,
    Sarcastic maybe.
    Or maybe for their own need,
    They are greeting you,
    If you fail to be like that in eyes of others,
    What they think of you and what you are and what you want to be,
    How do you plan to manage that,
    Is it the politics of identity,
    How you want to be known,
    In society,
    But isn't society an illusion,
    And everyone is individual,
    Making it,
    Then why do we still care,
    For legitimation,
    And think about it,
    At all.
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  • recluse 4w

    This had hit me so hard,
    Because i think this is what happened in my case,
    He didn't changed, I thought he will, after every fight, arguments, quarrels whatever you say,
    He used to hang up on me,
    He didn't answered my call straight 2 days, weeks maybe and sometimes months,
    Might be having 500+ missed calls from my side but won't answer it,
    And when in no mood of arguing and for the sake of just hearing his voice when I call him, at that time he will pick that up, will make me sorry for the stupidest thing and it used to be okay like before,
    What he didn't know was that I was counting all that okay,
    How long could I make you calm for your anger,
    How many times I have to beg and cry to not leave me,
    Just because I wanted an eternity with you,
    Because I was so obsessed with idea of it fed by society, first love shall be the last love,
    You aren't characterless, how could you think of that, but as we all know, things happens when you least expect,
    All my fears came true,
    When you were doing that again,
    When there was miscommunication between us,
    I decided to stop communicating with you at all,
    As I could not stand and explain you everything,
    When all I know you will just hear,
    And won't believe me,
    When there is no trust why should I beg for it,
    So wasn't it better to just leave,
    So I left.
    As this picture says.

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