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• masquerade •
I stand — eyes limning around here A disaster spoken from a waterfall, Sleeping ang waking up as appeared; A waterfall moving or frozen so near — Satiating the room with a deluge in Fall
I stare — hands blinking, normal to red Was it perfume or misinterpreted affairs? I still see her weeping from sun to bed, And leaping from spellbound to gainsaid — Spangling the zone with stolen tears
I sense — mouths descanting their tale Their hands grown bigger than they've said; I've seen minds and mouths that've failed To patch the deluge of the heart that grew pale — Ensorcelling the heart with hushes and ails
Because masquerades never ended short Until at least one danced ahead till court Shallow and deep must be this landscape Of misconceptions we've made and gaped Till belladonnas and gentlemen lose hope And bring about another deluge they once coped
• poem no. 12 •
"masquerade" represents the deceptions of couples, unfaithful to each other.
i lay back and stare ceilings thinking about death for hours i was tired tired of breathing with lump in my throat haunting my existence when i feel feel the air feel every breeze caressing my dried skin & hair
death felt different not exactly i was scared of darkness or scared for the things i'd lose not how people define it dying was acceptable as it will come about.
i wish to backspace emotions i feel i wish to pause my life or end it as it will someday.