Some ancient callUnder the floorMy brain stem developed from a million Me things Walking blind toward the light Forget God I drop like a stone It doesn’t care. It just kick started the engine And forgot to hold our hands In thunder Storms Where are you Dislocated like you never came backSweet dis location Fear Of theSky
Everyone’s searchin fa som thingBasss boom. Bouncing fickteeze Who am I to disobey? Broom just wanna feel anotha wayI already knowTime to run and turn it on Don’t tell tell nobody Body screaming disco feet already Money in the corner popping We won’t tell no body Don’t let me goEternity we will frock the shockBounce booming basssssCrash the moon and crack the skyFeather rich strum magnet guitarTwist metallic Spin the prayer it’s the one please continue everyoneGrip the pillowTake my hand to never ever land.
Open sun palm flesh soft snake biteHummingSweet juices Natures froth the seed of angelsTo pollinate the earthSegregate beautyPetal pump and squeeze Color thirst - third eye blindsMagic eternal sunshine in the mind
Where is that painful city that we fearIs it here? That most horrendous of wanting the ache of which moves planets If it couldjust outside the tips of our most yearning outstretched handsThe hell is individually packaged To custom suffering Visions planted in my brain of where I should beWho I should beHow I should look How they should see me With the words of prophets painted on subways Like pentatonic, syml and anthrax The poets like Hetfield share blood and sound of dark despair to let the human suffering mass knowThere is light The can split the black of night And he’ll has no echo in the grateful bright lit heart
Find someone or somethingIt licks your heartReaches in and finds a place beneath the hard walls of crusted indifference“If you loved me why did u leave me?”Human eyes stare upInto meMirrors of time It’s hard to breathe No will to fight I’m sorrySorry I let you goSorry here the upside is downThat I’m tired and old and change is hard “Will it be all right?”Yes my little man, it will be all rightThey will carry you I can’t remember how to shine. Is anything out there? Watching as I drive nails into my child’s heart? I feel her loss. Dagger knife eyes shred my hope and lay bare the wickedness of this act Letting you go. “People don’t get rid of things they love. It would have worked out”Words can scratch the soul. Can rip the lining of your heart as it shatters black shiny decisions in rainbow flickers. Lost art. Bang the drum. Split the spine.
Mask the faceHide from invisible monstersWorld pandemic blares CNN but no one I know got sickOr diedYetWe haven’t hit the next waveI pray to any god that will listenDon’t mutate as our guard is downCaution fatigueI barely wash my hands so please let me get back to work
Square corners closing thick steel strong invisible wallsEdges cut through paper thin skinShields, Black fire - smoke - riots Claustrophobic changesToo much Living in the exit zonePushing back on walls closing inI can’t breatheNeck, Knees and social media Hurricane White is trending light The silence deafens as the status quoDraws lines We whisper As the establishment knowsA storm is coming The winds of change are blowing so maybe we should all open our ears and hearts to our family
Wild youth embrace the strawberry fields foreverAs the brittle Beatles sangLonely Tuscan skiesShe never believed I could love herSo she leftAnd I the twig - Snap crackle Popped
Cable Tie Necklace
Twist this plastic snake with apple shaped eyes and thorns for teethRib pain as her lips surroundCrunch of sweet flesh Skin peel Broken promisesIf only someone could stop meTo convince me that falling back to sleepForeverIs not better than the daily hellish reigning sky of arrow insults like some medieval battlefield in my mind The mind without a shield I must say If you can’t see the self hate it’s because I wear a mask I the actorPretending to be realTo be normalTo be confident? No not thatIt’s time. To say fair well to the light To go back to sleep with a plastic necklace cutting off Everything
Echoes lost in space
Moments MagicalIt’s never coming back again I lost my wild youthDisappeared so softly in a swelling slow moving stormNever to be seen lonely roadReaching hands to touch something warm like a heartLike the wind slipping through my hands like memories trapped on paper and computer screens I knowIt’s never coming back again Right before my eyes it slipped through - This feeling Of losing things I never really ownedJust relief in knowing the light was a gift given without consent Freedom in knowing I can’t go back and now is all there is - now carries us along the stolen places Like the echo lost in space - this is us Now carries me away Based on Dean Lewis Song called Waves