©rubhenEveryday im walking on a thin line,Lies of telling you im fine,I miss the old younger days,Where i knew my happy place.We didnt have a bunch of people to impress,Now all we want is relief from our stress,Days past as we get older,Only to realise the walls getting closer.I've got broken wings but i keep flying,But the pressures too much and im trying,Time has been so fast, so cruel,We're trying not to be a fool.
©rubhenIm trying to talk to you but my hands are tied,Walking everyday on a fine line,Everyone has a dark and cold side,I feel embarrassed when they see mine. Rain and thunder in my dark skies,Clouds parting but its all lies,Lonely night and quite cries,Wonder how i look in God's eyes.
©rubhenStrangers in the night,Two lonely people they werealways thinking of wearing white.Looked at each other by accident and they've fallen at first sight,Wanting to meet under the bright moonlight. Something about his eyes, was so inviting.Something about her smile,was so exiting.But both were scared to make the move.Neither had to courage,Both had something to prove.The night got late,they both had to go,It started getting cold because of the Christmas snow.They wished they could have metat the end of the day,All one other knew was that otherwas the one that got away.
©rubhenI want out, I want out,All I see above is a dark cloud,I feel alone and nobody is near,The cold fog doenst seem to clear.I feel like a messed up machine,In a world thats cruel and mean,Broken parts and forgotten to check,Waited to be pulled out of this train wreck.
©rubhenI miss those days,We would drive around eating Lays,Every trip brought us together,Drive around no matter what weather.We would go to places only a few know,Go to our favourite hill and see the city glow,We would buy some snacks and talk,Sometimes play some songs and just walk.Each day I got to know a new page,I tried everyday to free you from that cage,But you block me out and say something wacky,All you wanted was me to be happy.That same car that you love dearly,Broken and beat so you named it Emily,If only i knew that our journey was coming to an end,I would've say goodbye to another friend.
©rubhenSometimes, your true coloursneed to spill.So you can realise, you weren't made to camouflage.
©rubhenListen to the wind,it speaks.Listen to the silence,it speakListen to your heart,it knows.
©rubhenSome people need help.They feel so alone and cold.Like something taken from them likethe soul they sold.They feel lost and out of place.Constantly criticized and fallenfrom their grace.They feel like they're trapped.Wanting to be normal like othersbut get their heart cracked.They feel like there's no one actually there.No one to talk to and no one to share.These people are everywhere. They could even be your loved ones.They could be anyone.These people are always forgotten,and it shouldn't be like that.I once had someone, someone veryclose to me,very close.Until one day, i was too late.I tried to help,i really did. But it wasn't enough.I was minutes too late.All i want to say is, some people do need help.
©rubhenAt some pointWe just have to surrender To the magic of our heart.We try to forget, And it begs us to forgive.We run and hide,And it screams in love.Its okay to feel broken,But hearts never break.And neither will you.
Let Me Dream
©rubhenI dreamed of somethingbig,something high.Dreamed about fallingwhile looking at the sky.The view of heavensand the crisp of air.Weightless and the feelof the breeze on my hair.For a moment, I forgotabout all my problems.Feeling the ray ofsunshine and warm autumns.Then my vision startsto get blurry,I wasnt planning tofinish this as a short story.The light that was once brightstarts dimming,Then i wake up in my dark roomand see my fan spinning.I was back in reality wherethe dark was my friend, I knew some dreams are meantonly to be broken in the end.