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  • rubybluethebeatpoet 4w

    No way to Survive
    In this low gear,
    Couldn’t do Life
    With Dread as a Steer,
    Looked at my Demons,
    Drew them All Near,
    Listened to their Stories,
    The Dark Disappeared,
    Switched on the Light
    To the Truth I could Hear,
    Fragmented Parts
    Integrated with Care,
    Wrapped them in LOVE
    The Best Atmosphere,
    Where There is Love,
    There Cannot Be Fear.
    For Love is Real And Fear is Not,
    Replace the Fear with Love then Watch…

    ©rubybluethebeatpoet

  • rubybluethebeatpoet 4w

    Destructive Like Nature
    Nothing to Blame.
    Then I felt FEAR
    Like a Hurricane,
    Never Knew Fear,
    My Life now Drained,
    Terror Decreed,
    “No more Sleep!”
    Demons would Weep
    At the Horror I had Seen,
    Anxiety Reined
    Too many Tears,
    Woke up Screaming
    In a Trauma Sphere,
    Debilitating Panic,
    Nothing To Compare.

    ©rubybluethebeatpoet

  • rubybluethebeatpoet 4w

    Accountable for Actions
    My Power Reclaimed,
    I’m Goddess Khaleesi,
    Reborn in the Flames.
    The Phoenix Now Rising,
    Fire in My Veins,
    Sexuality and Passion,
    No Longer in Chains,
    Creativity Unleashed,
    Unlocked in my Brain,
    My Powers were Trapped,
    Underneath all these Pains,
    Now I’m a Deity
    With Control of the Reins,
    Riddled with Poetry,
    In My Mystic Domain,
    Sacred Geometry,
    See the Puzzle is Plane,
    Move over Bitch,
    I’m in the Fast Lane.

    ©rubybluethebeatpoet

  • rubybluethebeatpoet 4w

    As I Understood Anger,
    Myself I Forgave,
    The Rage was Valid,
    For Acts too Depraved.
    Now I Know Rage
    I’m No Longer it’s Slave,
    Meant for my folks who
    Sent My Bro to his Grave!
    My Rage a Red Dragon,
    Of which I have Tamed,
    Without this Beast,
    I was so Fucking Lame,
    I don’t take Shit,
    Or play any Games,
    I don’t point my finger,
    Or feel any Shame,
    If you Cross the line,
    Prepare to be Maimed.

    ©rubybluethebeatpoet

  • rubybluethebeatpoet 4w

    20 Years later,
    The Fury Oppressed
    Came out like a Whirlwind,
    I was Trauma Possessed,
    No Skills to Control it,
    I seemed to Transgress,
    Hurt those around me,
    Of this I Confess.
    Made Myself Strong
    For the “Feeling Process,”
    Asked it what it wanted
    So I could Progress.
    It took a long time
    To sit with my Rage,
    After years pent up,
    My Cells as it’s Cage,
    Suddenly let loose,
    A Rage Rampage,
    I managed to Hold it,
    I was so Fucking BRAVE!

    ©rubybluethebeatpoet

  • rubybluethebeatpoet 4w

    Next up is RAGE,
    Of which I’d Repressed,
    Lay Bare my Truth,
    My Soul I’ll Undress,
    No Access to Anger,
    My Poor Liver Stressed,
    I Drank to Forget,
    Became a Hot Mess.
    It Grew like a Monster,
    A Painful Abscess,
    Used Weed Everyday,
    As a Cold Compress,
    Burning Hot Rage,
    I couldn’t address,
    My Boundaries Crossed,
    While I Acquiesced,
    Then Beat myself up,
    No words to Express,
    The Anger to which
    I had No Access.

    ©rubybluethebeatpoet

  • rubybluethebeatpoet 4w

    This is No Joke my child,
    For Now You Know HOPE!”
    How Strange a Feeling,
    To Suddenly have Hope,
    My Old Paradigm changed,
    Like a Kaleidoscope,
    Hopelessness washed away,
    Acceptance was soap,
    My Tight Rope widened,
    I could more easily Cope.
    Afraid of my Feelings,
    I would Numb them with Coke,
    At the Bottom of Hopelessness,
    There I found Hope!

    ©rubybluethebeatpoet

  • rubybluethebeatpoet 4w

    Go Into The Feelings

    Go Into the Feelings
    My Darling My Dear,
    You’re Treasure awaits
    In that which You Fear,
    Don’t Escape your Emotions
    With Work, Sex or Beer,
    For they hold all your Data,
    Decisions become Clear.
    I Dropped into Hopelessness,
    Fell in All the Way,
    Accepted its Data,
    And this it did say;
    “You have Held me now
    And felt me for Long,
    Now you sit With me,
    Hold Strong in my Song,
    I Award you with Gold,
    Of which many do Joke,

    ©rubybluethebeatpoet

  • rubybluethebeatpoet 5w

    I’ll Rip You to Shreds Bitch,
    With Facts, Truth and Honesty.
    You’re Counting on the Assumption,
    That I’m Too Nice and Polite,
    You’re Dead Fucking Wrong Bitch,
    Now You’re Locked in My Sights!

    (HOOK)

    You’re “a Nothing” now
    To All these People that you See,
    And it’s so Fucking Obvious,
    You Desperately Want To Be Me!

    ©rubybluethebeatpoet

  • rubybluethebeatpoet 5w

    How Low and Pathetic
    Must you have to Feel,
    To get an Ego Boost
    From me Crying on my Knees?

    (HOOK)

    It’s Game Over for you Now Bitch,
    I take No Shit from Folk,
    Even with you Pretending
    Your Blatant insolence was a Joke.
    Keep Checking under your Car Bitch,
    Watch Your Back as you Tread,
    I Don’t mind Doing Time
    For those ill-mannered and ill-bred.
    Now I Understand your Psyche,
    I Dare you to Disrespect me,

    ©rubybluethebeatpoet