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  • saahilc078 1d

    I want it
    But i cant take it
    My soul needs it
    But I fear the moments in time
    I want be an excuse for a lover
    And want moments in time together
    But I am a steep mountain to climb
    A soul that lacks it
    You'll find better
    I hope i dont believe in it
    I wont wont believe in it
    I want it
    But I wont take it
    Ill fear the moments in time
    These tempations might someday do me in
    But ill keel fearing these moments in time
    Cause you'll find better
    And ill just be another excuse
    Ill wanna be
    But im no mountain to climb
    These moments in time i fear
    Ill keep saying
    Ill stop believing
    But one day ill give in
    I hope i can keep it together
    And not fear the moments in time
    ©saahilc078

  • saahilc078 2d

    I wish i was a child again
    Stopping the world with a imaginary medicinal cure
    Making it all right with a cape
    No problems i would worry about
    I would know what i was doing
    I want to go back and have songs stuck in my head
    I want to waste my tears all alone
    I want to be a child again
    I want a medicinal cure
    My throat goes dry asking for this
    I dont want to play anymore
    Im not too sad
    I just wish to be a child all alone
    I want to wear a cape
    And save the world all over
    Give me reasons
    Tell me i am immature
    I want to get away
    Ive spent this life slowly
    I want these songs stuck in my head
    I wanna be a child again
    I want to waste my tears
    Im not too sad
    But i want to be a child again
    I want to stop the world
    Asking for another chance
    I want a reason
    For this silence
    Ive lost control
    These parts of me
    Have let go of me
    ©saahilc078

  • saahilc078 2d

    Look at it once
    Trust your instincts
    Throw it away
    Its okay
    You are scared
    Fall behind
    Throw it away
    ©saahilc078

  • saahilc078 3d

    "why need therapists if everyone can just talk to someone?"
    "What about someone who doesnt have anyone then?"
    ©saahilc078

  • saahilc078 3d

    Creativity is born from various things
    And dies as you grow up being asked what to do
    Its like a butterfly whose wings are cut and is asked to walk
    The butterfly could've just been way more beautiful with its wings
    But its asked to walk
    Its asked to do something it shouldn't
    And the only freedom it will find
    Is in very death
    ©saahilc078

  • saahilc078 4d

    And when everyone has a conversation i can look out the window or the reflection hoping ill be my own best friend, but only if it was so easy and a chance, this seems so insane but the reasons have run away and the feelings never do, its just another way to live, look out the window or a simple gaze you give hoping you keep living, ill go somewhere and hide whilst you all talk hoping one day ill be my own best friend, gazing at the sky ill wish a good day to myself and ill read stories so unread until they die with all they have to say, ill find myself again one day, ill read those stories again, ill not question my how I've lost this habit, ill not wonder "why", ill find myself again and it will be a nowhere ,ill dream again, ill be lost again and find myself in nowhere again,i wont go anywhere but just gaze at the sky or at the buildings thinking of different ways, ill stand at the beach hating the sand,ill forget it all, ill move forward again, ill find myself again and i will dream once again but now i keep gazing waiting for the day when i can find myself in the reflections gazing right back
    ©saahilc078

  • saahilc078 4d

    Make me your demon throw me out
    You can have better, know it before you drown
    Leave me somewhere i deserve to be
    Leave me all alone here
    Get a life somewhere more clear
    I will only drag you down
    With a smile on my face
    Ill not pretend
    But this is such horror
    I wish i get it all in
    Leave me here
    ©saahilc078

  • saahilc078 4d

    Ill lay down on my bed once again thinking, and when everyone has gone ill be my own best friend, drink coffee and look at the morning sunshine, ill keep going saying ill be right back but if it was really easy i would've shared another day, my mornings so insane and im not sure how this troubles me cause the reasons run away but the feelings dont,ill keep being the same anyways nothing new nothing too old and i guess all i will keep doing is running away, all i will keep doing id running away hoping i was never there , or if i was to have been better and i wish i could run away again but not really, so confused i stand here in my pain fearing to speak cause everyone does it so easily, fearing if its true pain unable to get rid of it no matter how light it weighs and all we could do is say
    ©saahilc078

  • saahilc078 5d

    What If the darkness hits you the same way sun's rays once did?
    What if you fall down and never get up once again
    What if you find yourself lost all once again
    And not pity
    What if you let it go
    What if you give up
    Wanting to be something
    But havent you given up already
    You've let go so dearly
    Trying to stand up like before
    You keep falling
    What if those rays hit you once again?
    What if one day sun rises again?
    What if it isnt that way
    What if its the day today
    What if the waves of the ocean speak to you like they never did
    What if it rains like it never did
    But you wont bare it
    You let go of it already
    You were just wanting it
    Trying to stand like before
    But haven't you given up already?
    ©saahilc078

  • saahilc078 5d

    The truly grateful realize that they have something which they are supposed to have nothing of
    ©saahilc078