Mirakee
N if you told me you didn’t want me
What else could I say
I couldn’t try to change your mind
True love doesn’t work that way
©samantha_allender
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Baby why you always got to play these games with me
Never staying always leave
Am I not enough of what u thought I would be?
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Where you been ?
N baby now idk quite what to say
Words seem to escape me quite often these days
But I’ll be ok.
I tried to tell you, tried to reach out
Let you know it was you ; that I can’t live without
N then u turned away and left me in doubt
Too stubborn to see how I was trying to work on myself
To caught up to realize you was killing my heart.
N when I fell apart, where were you from the start?
Why didn’t you ever show up?
U knew I needed that part
How come you couldn’t see what everyone else could?
That my heart was all yours and if you would’ve opened your eyes
Maybe you would of seen me here this whole time .
But you were too blind and you let me go
Much sooner than I’d hoped
It’s been months and it still it aches in all of my bones...
So tell me where is it you been
That got you so caught up like this
To the point
We barley even talking like friends
Baby tell me,
cause I need to understand how you could do me like that all over again.
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Just as much as Me....
N baby don’t be mistaken
It’s not like I don’t know that I can make it
With or without you here
But I’m telling you this ,cuz the truth of it is
Since you been gone, nothing is getting any more clear
N I know I had to go
on this journey all alone
so that I could find what makes me , me..
and pick up all the parts that had fallen apart
Rebuild the mold that keeps me whole
But it’s been quite awhile
Since you left now
And baby I’m not the same.
So give me a chance , let me show you the parts I’ve put back together again
Cause boy Ive been thinking
N I’m hopin if I
Give it
you know, my heart- in a better condition
Maybe you’ll forgive me
for all the things I couldn’t be
N maybe , one day, you’ll say
you want to stay
just as much as me
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Why do you Stay?
Baby don’t u see it?
Jus how much I need this?
N even tho u don’t need me too
I jus want to wanna be with you
And please don’t just assume
Cuz even tho on the outside everything is looking fine, from your view
boy,
u got my dying inside and that’s the real truth.
N I’m starting to suffocate on the shit I never got to say
Steadily Drowning underneath these emotional tidal waves,
I’m Just trying to find my way back home to you babe
And everyday,
I’m pulled further away; I cave
N if you won’t give it to me
baby why do u stay?
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Not around
I’m always so in love , it’s all in
Till I’m all broke inside
and now Im thinking
God ! you make me feel it,
N I Wanted it to be different
This time , but your not around, no
baby your still missing in the minute
N now I can’t even feel it;
Body growing frail from the distance now
I thought maybe you would come back around....
But your not around. -
I’m afraid to say I love you cause you might not say it back
And I’m afraid to ask you to come home cause I’m not sure that’s where home currently is at
And I’m trying to figure out where I stand but it ain’t easy when you r a million miles away
Always so fucking distant and far away from me
N I wanna say I need you but I ain’t trying to break
And I wanna tell you that I ain’t gonna live with out your love inside of me
But I don’t know if you’d think I’m tellin lies or if you’d believe in everything I’m telling you to believe
Cause baby I’m running out of faith now and idk where we should be but I know I still ache inside
When I think of you without me.
So baby please hear me out
Let me show you how much has changed
Let me be the one I shoulda been
Before you let go of me.
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N I wish that you could see me
And feel me they way I do ; you
But it don’t seem like lately I’m really getting thru
N I don’t mean to be the clinging type
But boy you got me dangling for your love
From the rope you carry round your heart
N now I’ve fallen n I’m too far gone
So I was hoping maybe
You’d come thru and save me
Before I hang to death
N Strangle on the love you gave me
Choking on the nothing that is left
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I’ve changed
My parts aren’t all shattered and broken
I promise there still some sparkle left in me
So baby why don’t you come down for a min
So that you can see
Cause so much has changed since we parted ways
And I want a chance to show you this side of me.
With parts that twinkle in the night and eyes that light up with glee...
Baby I’ve grown so much
Since you been gone
So won’t you come and stay awhile with me please ....
let me show you all the ways
I’ve learned to spread my wings?
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if you asked me to love you gently
I’d kindly disregard.
Bc every part of me is made up of love
And I only know how to love you hard.
So please forgive my gestures as they may seem a little extreme
Bc All of me is still inside you
But I’m so afraid you can’t feel a thing.
©samantha_allender
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