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  • samanthaspeaks 2w

    Muv

    Baby
    I just wanna be next to you for the rest of eternity
    N when I take my last breath let it be with you next to me
    Cause when we set out to say our vows I never took anything so seriously
    N baby when I kissed your lips that day
    I gave you all of me.
    N I’m hoping if I come back
    You’ll honor me
    Never tear me down Again
    Because baby we were meant to be
    And if you went away again; don’t you ever leave me
    Cause everything I am is dependent on us working it out baby.
    So lay with me and dream.
    Let’s make up a world worth living and loving in
    Because baby we’re an A team in the making .
    And Together we can conquer anything
    So come away with me
    Let’s make up for lost time
    Will you stay with me?
    N I’ll be complete.
    Rekindling the love you left in me .
    ©samanthaspeaks

  • samanthaspeaks 3w

    Fool

    This ticking of the clock is so obnoxious
    N u think I would thought before we got here
    But something ain’t adding up
    And it’s not fair
    The way you leave me hanging here
    So scared
    N I’m afraid I might have to say so long
    Cuz baby I’m so tired of singing this same song
    N who would’ve thought
    u n me could get it all so wrong
    All this time spent together
    You wld thought we was bulletproof
    But baby you let everything come between the me in you
    So idk what I’m supposed to say
    Or how to feel boo
    Cuz u got my mind mixed and twisted with this shit
    Got me feeling like I’m a fool
    Out here waiting for you patient
    Knowin all the while
    you won’t come thru
    ©samanthaspeaks

  • samanthaspeaks 3w

    🌻

    Baby I just wanna lay with you underneath a desert moon
    In the nights sky
    Somewhere where shooting stars explode
    as they pass us by
    N I wanna dance with you
    along the horizons edge
    and swim with you in oceans of fish
    Kiss you atop of mountain ranges
    And go on an adventures to places far away
    Thru galaxies , where time no longer exists.
    N I wanna row with you in old row boats
    down the Italian alimify coast
    And sing along to ancient songs
    On isles of misfit loves long lost ghosts .
    Cuz baby when I begin to imagine all the things I wanna be with you
    Only the most incredibly ridiculous dreams
    can ever do



    ©samanthaspeaks

  • samanthaspeaks 4w

    Invisible
    Pt 2 IG


    I wanted to believe in US
    So time after time, I gave in and let you get behind the walls again.
    N I wish I woulda paid attention
    When you stopped even trying to get in
    N I should’ve listened to my heart
    That you n I are two different kinds
    But you were so god damn charming
    So I took the chance anyway,
    Despite the odds
    N wow! The places you could take me
    Looking at it now, the still taste lingers here with me
    But baby
    now it’s so fucking
    god damn bittersweet.
    N I’ve spent so many nightsalone
    The silence is starting to get too loud
    N these walls don’t lie
    as time ticks by
    N now my insecurities are starting to compound.
    N I’m feeling like to you
    I don’t exist
    So I’ll just go, invisible
    ©samanthaspeaks

  • samanthaspeaks 4w

    Like a sunflower would do 🌻

    Let me be your 🌻 boo.
    N I’ll let you be mine
    and we can get thru whatever so long as we remain side by side.
    Cuz baby I wanna have u here forever not just a passer by,
    n I wanna keep your love inside of me; for all the rest of eternity
    cuz baby when I’m w you
    it feels like I can fly.
    So here’s my heart if you want it boo, I’m givin In ,I don’t wanna fight , n those it’s a little damaged and bruised, it’s still beats for you every night
    So let me begin again
    N become your peace with in
    n u can be my shiny knight
    The hero you’ve always been
    In my eyes

    Cuz I wanna spend forever in your arms
    Nobody else can ever do
    You’re everything I dream about
    Even When I look twards the future too
    N I imagine what it looks like
    To be there together
    N it’s all I could ever need from you

    N. Baby you got my whole heart tangled up tight n u know it ; it ain’t some big surprise
    So why do we keep going thru these circles
    Pushing pulling
    Ping pong love
    That sinks under the waves tide
    N it has
    So ima pray like everyday
    I find my way back to you
    So we spend the rest of our mornings waking
    Facing toward eachother
    N our nights turned into one another
    Just like a sunflower would do .


    ©samanthaspeaks

  • samanthaspeaks 4w

    Invisible

    Boy I’ll tell you something;
    Idk why you keep asking me to try
    Telling me to hold on.
    Saying you’ll be here when your not.
    N here I am again.
    Feeling completely worthless for your time
    When that’s all I ever wanted from you
    Was to know I was worth your while
    N I remember the day u promised me,
    You would put me at the top
    N I remember the day you kissed me
    On New Year’s Eve;
    Man, did I feel like a hundred bucks
    But something Gave along the way
    N now u don’t do those things the same
    I can tell that ur hearts shrunk
    Over the last few months
    Cause you can’t feel me the same way
    N it shows thru everyday you leave me here alone without your touch...
    n I can feel it deep down now,
    N it really fucks me up
    n u think I woulda known
    Not to let you back in ,
    cause all you do is break my heart ❤️
    N you would think
    I woulda seen it coming before things ever got this far
    But I wanted to believe in you,
    N I
    ©samanthaspeaks

  • samanthaspeaks 4w

    The Place where Evergreen never Grows -Ig 2

    But baby now I’m starting to sink
    In the waters that began seeping in
    N now its starting to surround me
    N I’m afraid I’m Might loose my breath
    So if not for nothing else but to spare me
    Jus a lil bit more time,
    Could you jump in n grab my hand
    So the waves don’t pull me underneath of the tide ?
    Cuz it seems as of late these last few weeks and days the sun seem to wanna don’t come to play,
    N now we’ve been living in a place
    the sky is always always gray,
    Where nothing made of evergreen
    can ever form and spread
    and everything that once was whole
    remains broken there instead .-Samanthaspeaks
    ©samanthaspeaks

  • samanthaspeaks 4w

    The Place Where Evergreen Never Grows IG 1

    Love,
    I’m so tired of feeling so broken inside everytime You walk away
    n leave me there
    wondering what the fucks so wrong w me..
    I never wanted to love you,
    if were gonna tell the truth
    And I never wanted to let you in
    or close to me
    But somehow still here I am
    N
    I can’t even wrap my mind around how all of this came to be
    N now I’m just drifting thru,
    Boi, you got me stuck here so confused
    N now im Wondering about How
    it all came crumbling down
    Cuz baby all I ever aimed to do
    was live to make you proud
    And let you watch me grow
    learn to spread my wings
    And fly just like u said i
    Could
    N I’m sorry I couldn’t be all the things
    I wanted so god damn bad to be
    N I’m sorry that I let you down
    time after time,
    I guess ur aim was just outside my reach
    N I wish that I could say that I still know you the same before things got out of hand
    But we both know I’d be lying
    if I was to even think
    You could go back to being the man that I met
    Truth is , neither of us knows eachother anymore
    I mean It’s been nearly 7 weeks since
    I had to leave
    N baby I can’t even remember what it feels like
    when your next to me
    Cause since then it’s been months
    since you’ve spent some time with me
    N it’s hard to say that it’ll be ok
    When your always turning around to walk away n leave
    N I really need you to know
    That I never really loved another human soul
    Quite the way that I’ve loved yours
    N there’s never really been a bond like this that I’ve shared with anyone else before
    ©samanthaspeaks

  • samanthaspeaks 5w

    The Place Where Evergreen
    Never Grows


    Love,
    I’m so tired of feeling so broken inside everytime You walk away
    n leave me there
    wondering what the fucks so wrong w me..
    I never wanted to love you,
    if were gonna tell the truth
    And I never wanted to let you in
    or close to me
    But somehow still here I am
    N
    I can’t even wrap my mind around how all of this came to be
    N now I’m just drifting thru,
    Boi, you got me stuck here so confused
    N now im Wondering about How
    it all came crumbling down
    Cuz baby all I ever aimed to do
    was live to make you proud
    And let you watch me grow
    learn to spread my wings
    And fly just like u said i
    Could
    N I’m sorry I couldn’t be all the things
    I wanted so god damn bad to be
    N I’m sorry that I let you down
    time after time,
    I guess ur aim was just outside my reach
    N I wish that I could say that I still know you the same before things got out of hand
    But we both know I’d be lying
    if I was to even think
    You could go back to being the man that I met
    Truth is , neither of us knows eachother anymore
    I mean It’s been nearly 7 weeks since
    I had to leave
    N baby I can’t even remember what it feels like
    when your next to me
    Cause since then it’s been months
    since you’ve spent some time with me
    N it’s hard to say that it’ll be ok
    When your always turning around to walk away n leave
    N I really need you to know
    That I never really loved another human soul
    Quite the way that I’ve loved yours
    N there’s never really been a bond like this that I’ve shared with anyone else before
    But baby now I’m starting to sink
    In the waters that began seeping in
    N now its starting to surround me
    N I’m afraid I’m Might loose my breath
    So if not for nothing else but to spare me
    Jus a lil bit more time,
    Could you jump in n grab my hand
    So the waves don’t pull me underneath of the tide ?
    Cuz it seems as of late these last few weeks and days the sun seem to wanna don’t come to play,
    N now we’ve been living in a place
    the sky is always always gray,
    Where nothing made of evergreen
    can ever form and spread
    and everything that once was whole
    remains broken there instead .-Samanthaspeaks
    ©samanthaspeaks

  • samanthaspeaks 5w

    Invisible

    Boy I’ll tell you something;
    Idk why you keep asking me to try
    Telling me to hold on.
    Saying you’ll be here when your not.
    N here I am again.
    Feeling completely worthless for your time
    When that’s all I ever wanted from you
    Was to know I was worth your while
    N I remember the day u promised me,
    You would put me at the top
    N I remember the day you kissed me
    On New Year’s Eve;
    Man, did I feel like a hundred bucks
    But something Gave along the way
    N now u don’t do those things the same
    I can tell that ur hearts shrunk
    Over the last few months
    Cause you can’t feel me the same way
    N it shows thru everyday you leave me here alone without your touch...
    n I can feel it deep down now,
    N it really fucks me up
    n u think I woulda known
    Not to let you back in ,
    cause all you do is break my heart ❤️
    Everytime i let my wall back down again
    N you would think
    I woulda seen it coming before things ever got this far
    But I wanted to believe in you,
    N I
    I wanted to believe in US
    So time after time, I gave in and let you get behind the walls again.
    N I wish I woulda paid attention
    When you stopped even trying to get in
    N I should’ve listened to my heart
    That you n I are two different kinds
    But you were so god damn charming
    So I took the chance anyway,
    Despite the odds
    N wow! The places you could take me
    Looking at it now, the still taste lingers here with me
    But baby
    now it’s so fucking
    god damn bittersweet.
    N I’ve spent so many nightsalone
    The silence is starting to get too loud
    N these walls don’t lie
    as time ticks by
    N now my insecurities are starting to compound.
    N I’m feeling like to you
    I don’t exist
    So I’ll just go, invisible
    ©samanthaspeaks