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  • sanglungangte 5h

    To be nice is nice
    But make sure people don't push you around.
    Do not follow and stick to their plan just because they are someone you want to spend time with.
    If you do so, at the end of the day
    They will either label you as weak or a person with no plan.

    ©sanglungangte

  • sanglungangte 5w

    Open letter to the person she chose
    (From the man that lost her)
    Part-2


    Loving her will stress you out. She is like a riddle, interesting yet confusing. She has the ability to make you dance and float moment just before she bombar you with questions to which she already constructed the answer on her head. Its simple, All you need to do is act dumb or try to figure the answer out which is on her head but never ignore what she asks, reality is you are already screwed no matter what - an honest answer or smart one, from one answer you will be feeding her thoughts with more questions to ask. So be the bigger person and try your best to convey her there's nothing to worry about even if you think that her problems are too small to be a problem. After all those years, I learned that at most times I consider the things which fuss her mind are too trivail or imprudent. But I want you to believe if she says certain things are bothering her and give her the much needed attention and care that she is seeking for, after all she complains because she cares. IT WILL BE A GRAVE CONCERN FOR YOU IF SHE STAYS QUIET AND NEVER COMPLAINS. Its a sign that she have you on her mind if she complains.

    "Let her complain yet be vigilant enough to take care of her thoughts"

    I tried and failed, words spoken in anger and unhealthy thoughts consume her along with me. Complaining words turns to anger and anger is a loatheful liar.

    But if she is in love with you, then she can promise that you will be loved with such passion and intensity. She will be crazily in love with you. She will get into your nerve, she will not respect your boundary, she wont know how to yet be very protective of hers because she will think that she owns you. Many times you will feel that you are suffocated and not treated right. She won't know when to stop fighting with you even when she is wrong. She tends to over react more than she should and gets a little insecure once in a while. She will even try to fight your own personal fights, she is rebellious and a fighter by nature so you won't find her cheering or supporting for you while you are struggling with your own personal problems. She does not know the concept of" why stadium are build with stand?". This will make you angry and break your heart at times. But remember she is the type who will constantly demand the best from you, she won't have the sweet consoling words that you badly needed to hear. She will challenge you, point out your weakness, rub salt to your wound and do not be surprise when you hear those demeaning words from her. Just dont let it get into your head. Keep your calm and remember its her way of cheering you up and now she wants you to get up and fight. I know you will need your space to breathe and time to think from all the pressure around including from her.

    Just dont piss her yet by telling her you need space. This is the real complication, she hardly mirror or try to understand why a person is who he is today. You will feel like you are being judged for all the things you let her know than being appreciated and understood.
    "SHE ISN'T THE TYPE OF GIRL WHO IS EASY TO PLEASE"


    To be continue....


    ©sanglungangte

  • sanglungangte 5w

    Over possesive and jealousy kills the trust
    And eventually the relationship.
    Commonality is good but dont force people to do what they don't like.
    It will only stress them out and you will eventually feel you are not valued.

    ©sanglungangte

  • sanglungangte 5w

    We were two soul longing to be loved
    And asking for it in the most unpleasant way.

    ©sanglungangte

  • sanglungangte 6w

    I still make sure I pass by your lane
    Hoping to see you everytime I go out.
    I still talk to God about you.
    I live in fear that if I break this long silence
    And hit you up, I'll only push you farther away.
    I am afraid I'll get blocked and see no trails of you at all.
    No words have been exchange for long
    Yet I make sure I see you everynight.
    Every song I listened, every movie I watched
    Every line I read, Every place I go.
    It all reminds me of you.
    Everytime I study, Its you I want by my side through my toils.
    And when my dreams come true, I want you to be there.
    Yet I see a clue, a sign and it makes me think
    Is it already too late?
    Could all these dreams and fantasy be over?
    How am I suppose to know.
    You never told me, tell me.
    Are the signs I ignored true?
    Does your heart turned to another man
    And that you love me no more?
    Please tell me and help me see a clear picture.
    I know my love for you won't subside
    But it will help me accept what's needed to be accepted and live.

    ©sanglungangte

  • sanglungangte 6w

    Open letter to the person she chose.
    (From the man that lost her)
    Part-1.


    I have no idea how to begin to tell you this. Well I am writing this to let you know that we love the same girl. However, you have the advantage of being with her getting all her attention and love which was once mine. I am not writing this out of jealousy but as a Man who loves a Woman from afar. Then and now. Distance keep me away from her for 2 years and I would like to thank you for offering her a leaning shoulder all those years, for the time you stood by her side on her rough days. For the long walk where you accompanied her and for being the reason for her beautiful smile in my year of absence. Oh! That elegant smile of hers could blow any man away. Do you also tried hard to hold your smile and failed miserably everytime she smiled at you? I am pretty sure you would cause its that smile which illuminate my frowning face again.

    The prime motive of this letter is to let her live through my writings. To sum it up, it is to let my "First Lady" live through words- because words will exist forever. And I intend to do this by helping you love her,its the only way I have to express my love for her. Remember in the beginning of the letter I told you for 2 years distance put me away from her and now I could go and knock on her door but it feels like the miles I will never get to cover. Why? Things are not the same, its all fucked up.

    I am sure you must have given her lots of amusement and share an umbrella under the rain, moment which she anticipates,which i never got the chance to.

    At this initial stage of yours with her, I know you must have have given extra efforts and made lots of sacrifices for her. I know its all normal to do this at the beginning but I dont want you to stop cause she will or is already used to that treatment and will expect the same all throughout. Dont let the excitement, the heart racing and the intensity died out. Continue doing like you are still trying to win over her every single day. "NO, SHE ISN'T THE EASIEST GIRL TO LOVE."

    .....to be continue

    ©sanglungangte

  • sanglungangte 7w

    You complained when I told you
    "There's nothing to say"
    Little do you know that
    I stop thinking when I see you
    And that's the reason why I never have things to say which bothers me.
    Cause I knew all I ever wanted was you.
    Everything dissapear, the cold, like seeing dew in a winter morning.
    All troubling thoughts and feelings.
    They dissapear at the sight of you.
    When I am with you, all is you.
    I might have been quiet, but I always come prepared of
    Where will you drag me around?
    Will you smile or vent at me?
    Or tell me how difficult your past few days were,
    How things have been a mess with your siblings lately?
    Will you tell me of your recent ideas and inspiration from your read and observation?
    Or will we end up with a conflicting opinion?
    Will I return home with your nail mark on my arms?
    Or will we kiss like there's no tomorrow?

    ©sanglungangte

  • sanglungangte 8w

    It was the way you smile at him
    That broke my heart into pieces.
    I could see you falling for him
    Unaware yet so certain.
    Baby I could tell by the sparkle in your eye when you looked at him.
    That I was losing you.
    That it was gonna hurt me.
    The unspoken affinity, so clear for me to see.
    That it gives me a guilt to fight for you for me to keep.
    I could see your reluctance to admit how he make you feel.
    I could see your chaotic mind unsure of what you felt.
    the undying urge to hear and spend time with him.
    I could see how you have made him your exceptions.
    The excuses and the lies that were hurled.
    And how suddenly all my reassurance were in vain.
    It is still my wish for you
    With a bitter and heavy heart
    Yet the best since now I am not around.
    The love you think you found
    Is to be true and your heart's content.

    ©sanglungangte

  • sanglungangte 9w

    Instill in me the Spirit of Acceptance
    In any circumstances: of the past, the present and of what may happen later.
    So that I may not be hard on myself-
    To forgive, to be compassionate and kind.
    To help, to listen to undertand
    And less of judging for I am neither all fine.
    Let me see each day in the highest form
    Of how imperfect and flawed I am
    So that I may be humbled and boast of not my confidence and my ability.
    In doing so, I may not stray away from where I want to go.
    Let me not create enmity towards other
    For I may not be around here for long.
    Let me instead over and over
    Learn to love again
    And love to the fullest
    For it was love that made me
    And it is Love that I will leave behind.

    ©sanglungangte

  • sanglungangte 9w

    You were looking for perfect
    I was looking for honesty
    And that's how we slowly fell apart.

    ©sanglungangte