You deserve someone who will love you selflessly,unconditionally. Someone who have seen your worst days and all your flaws. Someone who will accept you for who you are and just the way you are. Someone who isn't afraid to correct your mistakes and let you grow. Someone who is always ready to hold your hand no matter what the circumstances are. Someone who will look at you in the eye and tell you everything is going to be all right when things don't seem to be. Someone who will make you feel that you matter. Someone who will let you love yourself more than anything else in the world. Someone who will always make it with you.
Your empty eyes melted to no touch, your fluttering eyelashes stole courage from the ocean bed to remain unwaveringly cold, in the dark you couldn't lie no more letting the shades you wore to drift away with the setting sun. As you leaned over the top rails of your balcony with a fag in between your lips, I wondered if another would be lit and then one more. Your smeared mascara has tales of its own, each one screaming out the words you feared to utter to another soul. Your nails looked polished with coal and trimmed to scrape off unfettered charm, your delicate wrists hiding beneath your sleeves still lacked the credence to be flaunted to the world. The wind blew on your tears, as it consoled you I saw the lust bites that you wore on your collarbone. The sterling silver chain swirled around your neck, a few inches away from your tucked away heart, it homed a tiny crescent moon that resembled the smile you've lost. You don't need someone to share your pain or hear you cry, you've learned to put on a strong face all on your own. You don't need a person to hold you close, kiss you softly on your scars and caress the bruises on your waist, you found out it's easier to jump from one to the next.