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  • scigs9 3d

    Deadly valentines

    I pleaded i loved her into a black mask
    While the executioner takes a swing
    While my fingertips press ever so slightly upon the pianos teeth
    But darling you hold the key
    I love her so like mountains to the cold
    Like Everest has a great view of stars
    But avenues are out of reach
    Id take her hand and ask her to be mine
    Just just on valentines day but forever intertwined
    Id love to kiss as i breath the life back into her
    I can see the toll the day takes on you and i want you to be happy
    Ever so happy to share this earth with me
    I love her so cause she sewed up my soul
    She makes my heart beat she is the reason i sleep and the reason i breath
    I wake up and call her name because i want her to he the first thing i wake up too
    I hope we never become unglued
    Oh girl of mine

  • scigs9 3d

    The view

    Do morals anchor us to the ground and prevent us from reaching the sky
    Or do they keep us a float preventing us to plummet and drown in a sea of our sins

  • scigs9 3d

    Plagued pathetically but grotesquely beauty
    These scars cause harm to the bones
    Sew them up, spit them out i see that your thoughts have run wild

    Healed but never forever gone
    I make out im lost and disoriented
    Drugged up on a sofa of my basement
    Finding gods in the tiles

    I swear the air is heavy to breath but i needed a remedy
    Cause this life isnt life when your not with me
    I swear to god, the angels and devils that my shadow and soul is not mine anymore

    I pulled it out and boxed it up and gave it to her to hold to the core
    Im sorry this melody is not what its suppose to be i hope its not a bore

    I know that you like love letters and excuses to sing to acoustics
    So i hope this makes you proud
    I know that my voice cant be this loud

    I know that im a lost ship filled with bottomless of excuses
    So maybe i should just drown

  • scigs9 3d

    The creation

    I lied
    I cheated
    I told her she was the only one
    But deep down i knew she was one of many
    I took advantage of her
    And broke her as a human being

    Now she is a monster
    She has no heart
    She has no remorse
    I wonder how she got the way she is

    Than i rememeber i am the one the created that monster
    And all that death and destruction lay on my mortal hands

  • scigs9 4d

    They asked for a rhetoric
    A gospel of words
    Something to help them sleep at night
    A ambien of hope that would piece them together
    But ill tell no words of comfort
    Tape my mouth shut and make me mute
    It doesnt change the simple fact that we all have to pay up
    We're all going to die

  • scigs9 5d

    Rorscach

    Please follow me
    Because if you think in probability
    And in decimals and percentages
    Lifes abilities and stability
    Them probally there are people that die without finding their calling
    A poetic soul who never held a pen
    A mother institutionalized and hides behind the lies
    That she should of been a violinist
    But instead makes the bed of the kids that she supports
    But they ignore because their becoming part of the culture problem
    So a artist dies without painting his mona Lisa
    What if we never got starry night that calmed the tranquility of emotional storms and stress
    How do we hold onto the fabric and notion that the object in our grasp is what we are suppose to wield
    Or is there something else within arms reach

  • scigs9 5d

    Watching me burn

    The flames they look like a Rorschach study
    They calm me for the end
    My lungs blacken my eyes collapse
    My whispers go unnoticed
    The firemen deemed it to unsafe to enter
    There are no kids that are not accounted for
    Just a middle aged man that lost this war

    Cause I'm drowning in these open flames
    No one hears me
    Im going up in smoke
    I am ashing as my bones crack under the heat

  • scigs9 1w

    They always say the devil is in the details
    Thats why i remain to be painfully vague

  • scigs9 1w

    Plagued pathetically but grotesquely beauty
    These scars cause harm to the bones
    Sew them up, spit them out i see that your thoughts have run wild

    Healed but never forever gone
    I make out im lost and disoriented
    Drugged up on a sofa of my basement
    Finding gods in the tiles

    I swear the air is heavy to breath but i needed a remedy
    Cause this life isnt life when your not with me
    I swear to god, the angels and devils that my shadow and soul is not mine anymore

    I pulled it out and boxed it up and gave it to her to hold to the core
    Im sorry this melody is not what its suppose to be i hope its not a bore

    I know that you like love letters and excuses to sing to acoustics
    So i hope this makes you proud
    I know that my voice cant be this loud

    I know that im a lost ship filled with bottomless of excuses
    So maybe i should just drown

  • scigs9 1w

    Let me tell you there was a time that i had it all
    But i threw it away for selfish reasons to be talking to wrong girls
    I only thought about the act and my selfish self
    I never weighed in what my actions could be doing to your health
    Im sorry for my actions they deepen sicken me
    I should of told you in this life you are the one that holds the key
    My mom always told me the force of the devil like its facts
    But i swear to god id sell my soul just to take it back
    But in my book i hold it open i dont pen anymore chapters.
    I hope you know despite it all i hope you a happy ever after
    When you told me you were done i should of begged you not to leave
    I know when your mad its because i robbed you of your dreams
    Im sorry i took you for granted and all the things you do
    Im sorry that im the reason that you and i became unglued
    Im sorry for all my selfish reasons and all my shitty flaws
    Im sorry i never took action and accepted this was all my fault
    Im sorry i never reasoned and found the words to keep you here
    Im sorry my self esteem had me living in fear
    Im sorry but i hope there are times i still occupy your mind
    And those thoughts are the ones that are eating me alive