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    When you give your best!!
    In order to make that person feel Special,
    And still that person acts like!
    You've never exist!
    Then my dear friend it hurts like hell!

    When Your eyes sees loosing your best friend
    Just coz your best friend has found someone else
    And the door of their heart gets close for you!
    Then my dear friend it hurts like hell!

    When you loose yourself!
    And realised each day a piece of yours dies
    The dreams that you saw! Now it's just a hope!
    Then my dear friend it hurts like hell!!

    When you are totally empty from inside!
    But still try to fill happiness in others
    But, they takes your efforts for granted
    Then my dear friend it hurts like helll

    ~Damini

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    Then my dear friend it Hurts like hell!!!

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    D.E.S.I.R.E :)

    I Don't want numbers of friends,
    I just want that one friend!!!
    Who can understand myself better,
    Who can hold all my secrets responsibly,
    To whom I can trust and feel free to share all my worries,
    Who can make me laugh by cracking lame jokes,
    To whom I can tell my daily happening,
    Who can mend the broken pieces of mine,
    Who can hug me tight whenever I feel low,
    Who can do non making sense things along with me,
    Apart from all who can understand my silence,
    This is what I actually want in that one friend.

    _Damini

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    Apart from all who can understand my silence.

  • scribbling_thoughts 25w

    Dil bechara ❤..️ A letter to Kizie Basu's character.

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    Dear kizie basu,

    You said your life is boring and filled with loneliness but I think you were unique! Jo life ko ek alag point of view se dekhti hai not similar to what others see. jab Tumne Kaha, "hero banne ke liye popular banna nhi padta Woh real life mein bhi hote hai. It was heartfelt line for me. Jaise tumhari life full of restrictions se bhari thi (For being a cancer patient) still kahi na Kahi you were living it.shayad meri life itni painful nhi jitni tumhari thi. Woh dairy likhna and hugging the people at funeral. Shayad tumhe importance of life pata tha. Tumne Kaha ke tumhe Bollywood ke romantic gaane real nhi lagte to which I'm totally agree with you. Jaise tumne Apne weakness ko strength bana Liya by calling Ur oxygen cylinder as a best friend "pushpinder". It's shows how brave you are. You've taught me to be Independent, loving, brave, perseverance, strong etc.

    Your loving,
    Damini.

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  • scribbling_thoughts 25w

    Helpless.

    Why is it feels like nothing is left in my hand?
    I find myself helpless.
    It's seems like loneliness door is getting open for me and Unfortunately, I need to enter in it though I don't wanna.
    My locked and loveless heart screaming loud in the curse of regret.
    "Something is bothering me but I'm unable to recognise it".
    unwanted fearbutterflies giving an hesitation to my throat.
    It's feels terrifying in my own inner world.
    Crying aloud Helplessly and wanna get up
    but, something is pushing me down and not letting me to get up.
    I literally could not hear
    the voices of my loved ones anymore
    Coz I've been lost in my own numb world.
    Searching for the hopelight but my exhausted body refuses to try.
    At the sametime!
    thoughts that roaming in my head is....
    "something is bothering me but I'm unable to recognize".

    ~Damini
    @writersnetwork @mirakee

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  • scribbling_thoughts 27w

    This letter I wrote for the Beautiful character called "ASHA" from the short film called " Khayali pulao". This role is played by my love and inspiration prajakta koli❤. She is the one of the most famous women YouTubers.



    Dear ASHA,


    You are a simple village girl who mostly stays in her imagination world.You're truely amazing in your own way!
    The characteristics that you possess inside of you really inspires me. You've thought me the real meaning of dreaming! You were so obsessed to fulfill your happiness no matter how many demotivating taunts you heard about yourself you simply not allowed those taunts to stop you from getting what you wanted.your craze for playing handball and apart from that having a dream of wearing sports suit was beyond our imagination. How simply you wasn't against the restrictions you had in your life. you've not even fought with your family or with society for not giving the freedom to wear shorts. Simply you tried to join sport to fulfill your desire. You are a pillar of Perseverance, dreamer, stubborn, patience and simplicity.

    You've even taught me the real use of technology. You used the technology to fulfill your dream though there were so many restriction you had. Still you managed everything well. Your relationship with your mom showed How understanding mother's are! You were enjoying small little things in your own small world of imagination. You made me realized sometimes crying is okay! Afterall we all are human if we not able to achieve something which we wanted desperately then offcourse it's natural to show some sad emotions but, that doesn't mean you are weak. At last that smile you showed us after you wore that sports suit the happiness in your eyes was priceless. You was truely enjoying wearing that short sport dress.

    At last my love and inspiration prajakta koli also the way she protrayed ASHA's character was remarkable!


    By Damini


    @writernetwork, @mirakeeworld

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    Dear ASHA,

    You were so obsessed
    to fulfill your happiness.
    No matter,
    how many demotivating taunts,
    you heard about yourself
    you simply not allowed
    those taunts to stop you
    from getting what you wanted.

  • scribbling_thoughts 27w

    Every latenight my eyes refuses to get close;
    While my almost dead soul ask for a joy dose.

    This is the time when I open my locked heart;
    which always pretends to be smart.

    My shattered tears makes my skin hot;
    Who cares though that I've been gone through a lot.

    My own mind turns into an horrible place;
    And my shivering body gets an acceptable trace.

    ~Damini



    @writersnetwork

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    Insomnia

  • scribbling_thoughts 29w

    #Blacklivesmatters ,@mirakee,@writersnetwork
    You know what!
    This could be the most craziest and irritating
    Feeling One could experience in their life
    Yeah! Being called ugly to yourself by you!
    No No No!....you misunderstood
    The fact is people around you made you think like that!
    when you were a kid you don't even knew
    Wheetish skin is pretty and dark skin is ugly
    but as you grew up by watching movies, adds,
    You started protraying an image of beautiful woman and an handsome mans face perhaps till now you consider the same Fact, unknowingly!
    Coz this protray is so attractive to you
    You are addicted to it, though you try to show a kind of sympathetic feelings towards the people who doesn't look
    According to your beauty protray
    But, Do you really think? This is what the dark people need!
    A big no! they just want to be treated equally.

    These are the few things which dark people go through
    In their day to day life...
    Here we go! (I'm talking about extreme feelings)

    1) often they don't like looking into the mirror
    Eventually, they feel ugly (they become little insecure when they need to take selfies and photos)

    2)There are few demons in their life who always criticized them.( Which makes them feel awkward)

    3) Getting a #name so called (Kali, Kala, Negroes, West Indies etc etc) though deep inside they becomes fragile but still always tries to maintain a forceful smile!

    4) though they pretend that they don't want to get fair from colour but, somewhere due to frustration wishes to get fair from all method!( Applying fairness creams)

    5) Lack of self esteem! though they wish to be an actress or actor but they never finds theirself capable of it! coz having a
    Darker skin is curse.

    6) mostly they don't believe in love at first side!

    7) They always motivates theirself to feel beautiful coz it's
    Not their fault destiny isn't supporting them at all that is what they think!

    8) Comparison becomes the unwanted job unwilling!
    ( Eventually surrounding provokes them to feel ugly about theirself)

    9)They don't take initiative in expressing theirself!

    10)They hesitate to talk with the people (even After being talented)


    If you have read it all!!
    You might have come to know
    How difficult their life is?
    Before criticizing we don't really think!!!
    What they may have already going through.
    This is something which is God gifted them
    And we all love and admire god, aren't we?
    So, why do you don't accept them just the way they are.
    Black is beautiful ❤

    We all are equal
    ( Dark skin, fat, slim, wheetish skin, skinny,a face with pores,
    a smooth face, a face with pimples)
    Everything is God gifted!
    Accept each other....
    Spread love❤

    ~Damini

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    I'm Beautiful ❤