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Wishes to everyone out there.
I am here to tell you all that cause of being stucked between exams i am not able getting active much here on mirakee and hence is not able to reply and repost,
so taking a small break out from here.
Will be trying getting back as soon as possible.
Till then take care all.
Love <3
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seyfert
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@writersnetwork @mirakee
We are not alone,Darling
it is just
that a piece of ours
live with those stars,
Who fall down
to reinstate us
but we wish for
a gone behest!
- The Moon..
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seyfert
9w
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Beneath the drab drapes I am back to square one with the phrases and sentences of all of them and all of you.
Infact,only you!
Fetching the echoes etched upon the gone by epoch like the tattoo I have with your name .
With each day passing by those days come back,
and the tranquility of my soul surmise you.
Whether the call of rain or
the goodbye of spring
My season rest down to winter.
With the hue of Stygian I paint the souvenir
protagonisting both of us
my Arms try to embrace your presence through the zephyer,
You being the panoramic constant of my orbs urge them to wink at your hunch
My heart probing your pulse call you at the same
But My mind
still ask to let go.
Was the road you took not meant for me
or i stepped into a labyrinth.
At the further side of whom there is nothing you may call as vent.
"Stucked in the labyrinth
my existence asks you to help
oblivious of the fact
that you made me trap."
I am no less than a whacked snafu.
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© Bhavya Baldev 2019
@ashwani_k_s cause you need to read this!
@mirakee @writersnetwork.
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seyfert
10w
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@mirakee @writersnetwork
@carolyns_challenges Thank you for this amazing challenge Fay❤️
#cees_war_prompt.
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seyfert
11w
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A Ballad would never be able to put down the thoughts my mind collects for me.
I Hope The Moon Delineates me well.
@mirakee @writersnetwork
#cees_speakSibylline
The other day
Beneath
the Stygian vault
While scrutinizing
the orbs
moon questioned me
Where do you belong?
I,
With a sporadic leer
answered,
"to my own"
but
with a canvass
even to myself
I posed
Do I?
Deciphering the certitude
moon chuckled
as if was stabbing
to know the truth
behind that
fabricated smirk.
He Retorted
to me
With a jerk
"You are someone
who pretends
to be none,
whose days are
ersatz of latter
but nights
bald than of
others
cause you don't live
in a false sphere
where you had your
story clubbed"
//She is a mess
with no butterflies
but bees in her head
mistaken as
a star
being
a constellation,
Darling!
She is not
the Stygian to be
ignored
But the shine
to be walked through//
©Bhavya Baldev 2019 -
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last october wind
blowing
over autumn
whispered the name
my heart lived with!
©seyfert -
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and i don't
know how to
save those
drops
which quench
your thoughts!
Bhavya.
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aaditya
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and as i undressed her, she said, there'd be nothing left but sky.
©aaditya -
Ask me about rain,
and I'll describe his voice.
-Ananya -
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dusky_dawn
2w
Read MoreWe can never be strangers!!Heartbreaks are meant to happen just like you were meant to happen to the Sane me.Moving on for me is like leaving the old city behind where I came to the real meaning of "Breathing at my own will",Where the sun took permissions from the moon to take a leave for the day,Where the bus stops waiting for the passengers rather than those coloured buses,Where I realised that their is no need to hide the tears behind those fake smiles,Where i realised that mere holding hands can take me to another destination -You.
We met an year back accidentally.A common address,We stumbled upon few common poetries.I am scared to cut the last thread that connects us but then again with an heartbreaking sigh I sit back resting my back against the cold wall reliving each single second when we first talked,we first texted each other.Forgetting you for me is like injecting oneself with the poisonous liquid that can take your life in seconds.Forgetting you for me is like donating heart to another patient -I cannot afford sharing you with someone else - Never.
I can live my few left years heartbroken than forgetting those seconds Where I fell for you,Where I realised Heartbreak is better than thinking about you as a long lost stranger,Heartbreak is better than forgetting you.
"Bhul jaane ki baatein na kiya karo,
Yahan tumhari yaadon ki kaid mein khud ko taummar ke liye band kiya hai".
©dusky_dawn
(N.M)
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Idk wth i m writing these days.Just bear with me for few days till i'll be back on track.Thank you♥.
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dusky_dawn
2w
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1)I carry an in-Built defect within my body.A defect where a 2 minute laugh is injurious to health.The days where there when the breathing doesn't come naturally to me.Backward counting,A little of walking a step above-A step below.Staring at the sun till my eyes starts burning -Breathing turns normal.Picking up a hot utensil -I never try to be easy on myself.The defect might stay for a few more years -Till i die.
2)I realised i was broken when i was staring at the smiling faces roaming around me and thought "How carelessly they laugh, commit mistakes and then can love fully too.I can never love someone enough with the tears stuffed within me -The ones that are desperate to break the shield whenever they got the first chance.I always wanted the carefree smiles to find a home within me -For i was always the abandoned one but if they want to stay my body can be a shelter to them."I stopped laughing like yesterday for the tear free today.I am a broken soul with a cup of soulful poetries.
©dusky_dawn
(N.M)
#temp #moodisshit
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dusky_dawn
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19th nov,2020
Dusting off the invisible specks of dust from her dress she picked up a scarlet lipstick from her makeup box and then scribbled a message on a tissue "Meet me at the terrace and handed over to the waitress standing beside her.Waitress was about to leave when she stopped her and said "Just tell him that I won't take his much time,Just few answers and i'll be done".Shaking the depression away she stood by that huge window where she is getting the clear view of the ocean.Breathing the stillness and the rage erupting from the waves she sighed and whispered to herself "Wafaa jahangir you were a fool and will always be one".
"Wafaa jahangir" She told the waitress asking for her reserved table on the terrace.Looking one last time at her peaceful surroundings she moved towards her table and sat down while fiddling with the table cloth.Wiping the tears off she started her old method of controlling her nervousness and anxiety -Backward alphabet counting.It was her amma's way of controlling pain and tears whenever her dad went into an argument with her.Like mother like daughter,' Smiling to herself she went into the memory lane where she was alive with her head on her mother's lap -The time when she used to sleep peacefully without the migrane and sweaty nightmares.
Waking up from her sudden thoughts she finally came face to face with the man she once loved madly,The one who claimed to never leave her.The one who claimed to love her like a true lover who will leave her only when death says hello or maybe she was little mad to fall into his trap of true love or wafaa jahangir was meant to be at the recieving end of Sadness.Now she feels she deserve it maybe she must have done something severe that she is suffering till now or she will suffer for the whole life.Afterall wafaa jahangir was meant to suffer.
"How are you wafaa" He asked with serious guilt in his beautiful eyes.The ones wafaa fell in love with,The one that never lied,The one that left her even on seeing the agony they left her with.
"How am I??I never doubted your intelligence but today i doubt it honestly and you know why??She asked with pool of tears and tiny smirk on her coloured lips -"You are asking a dead body of how the dead body is feeling after being murdered.!!
"I am fine.Look at me I am a succesful writer with so many readers desperately waiting for my words.Damnnnn you know what they'll never know those words i write is what real wafaa jahangir is.They believe in fiction but they'll never know i serve them a platter of reality dressed up in fiction.A bit of smiles and loads of tears as a bonus.
Standing there awkwardly his lips turned into a sad smile remembering the last time he left her.He loved her the most.His heart still breathes, still lives for her wafaa jahangir.She will always be his but in his dreams.He gifted her pain when she gifted him her happiness.He was not selfish but a loyal son.The biggest sin he had committed was "Leaving the only girl he loves till now and maybe he'll love her till his last breath."Turning around and looking at her for the last time -He will carry these memories with him for his whole life.Without saying anything he left her -Again.
"I will always be incomplete without you Wafaa -My wafaa"
©dusky_dawn
(N.M)
Basically i am not much into writing these days.So bear with me !!Happy reading guys♥♥19th dec,2020
"Wafaa jahangir" -A writer whose words cannot be ignored.The more you try to avoid those words -The more you fall for them" - Another column dedicated to What wafaa jahangir is,Of how her stories hold people by their hands and then pull them into the world of reality -A little fiction.From childhood she was a reader.Her mother used to buy her the books and books have added another flavour to her life -She met him.
"He is admitted in the hospital.He wants to meet you wafaa.Just for the last time just forget about what he did.Meet him otherwise he'll die without asking for forgiveness.Meet you father wafaa please.If your mother was alive she must have said the same thing.He is suffering from minor memory loss.He calls you again and again.It's been 3 years.Meet him please i beg you."Wafaa's stepmother whispered with tears in her sad eyes.
"Hahhaaa" Wafaa faked a laugh with tears in her eyes.He wants to meet me because he wants me to forgive him!!Really but may i ask for what??She asked looking at the lady in black suit.He did nothing wrong according to me and according to my amma and according to your so called husband.We were fools in his life so when he felt like throwing us out from "His" House,His life- He did!!!.You can never imagine what my amma went through but i know how she cried at nights, how she fucking died!! Screaming at the top of her lungs she shouted "Get out this instant and tell your husband i will never forgive him because I am not like his wife -My amma who had forgiven him for all his dirty deeds.He deserves to go through the same pain my amma went through."
Turning around while wiping the tears off at last she said "And one more thing tell my so called father wafaa jahangir died the day her mother died.He is a killer."
"Har dard sehte sehte guzardi yeh zindagi,
Wafaa ke badle bewafaii se kar hi li dosti."
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"One minute you were on the phone talking to me and in another i was on the road lying in the pool of blood!!"She was narrating the part of her story she left last time.He stared at her for few minutes before getting up and standing beside her massaging her shoulders."One minute i was on the phone talking to you and in another i ran when i heard the screams of my own.Running like a maniac on that busy newyork street with sweat running down my forehead with your picture in my trembling hands -Kissing and hugging to my chest until i reached the street you were lying on"He narrated his part while massging her head -The one going through a minor migrane
"I was whispering your name with that grey band around my wrist chanting you to run faster.The cars on street 21 stopped with few people. I saw were running towards my -Dead-to-be-body.I saw you from afar running like something precious to you is going away from you.You stumbled on the rocks beneath your shaky feet -I swear i saw that too with half opened, Half closed eyes with tears running like marathon in them."She was simply immersed in her part that she didn't but he noticed how few tears escaped from the cage called eyes.
"Street 21 -The location that turned my life upside down the sunday two years back -The mid of october.With stumbling here and there I finally saw an almost lifeless body curled up in the corner with her body being supported by that brick wall.Reaching up to you with that shaky feet I whispered "Ella" and the moment our eyes locked -I swear, I swear Ella Campbell I never realised how much i loved you till that moment,How much i am scared to lose you!!"He kept reading the lines until he noticed how she hugged him from behind with kisses on his shoulder blades and mumbling "I love you jasper".
"Adam Campbell, The moment you held my hand and whispered "You have to live ellie,You have to for me,For Yourself and For Us"The fear of losing you was there but i swear addie, I swear "Not more than the excitement of being with you,Not more than the faith i have in you -That My Adam won't let happen anything to his Ella" She whispered while keeping her head on his chest while playing with his hair and kissing his forehead.
"Ella Campbell,"We counted 20 seconds together and then the help arrived.From being in that pool of blood to that hospital room I knew how I survived.2 minutes earlier and you were safe -The doctors,The nurses were saying "He really love his wife -But I wanted to tell them "She loves me more"but before i could have said something You woke up with mask around your mouth few bandages here and there.I never had this courage to tell you of i haven't fell for you in college but I had fallen in love with you in high school when you were dating my friend."Jasper kissed her forhead and whispered "I Love you aubrey,Good night"
©dusky_dawn
(N.M)
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dusky_dawn
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Home is a feeling i have never felt and maybe will never be able to feel.In few last years i have realised my senses to feel things are getting weaker day-by-day."Have you ever been in love"Jenny asked."Yeah twice -One was when i failed a test in 7th std and my geek classmate offered me his ice cream to console me and my weak heart -I fell in love with him though we never talked after that"I laughed loudly at her annoying face."And second was a kind of tragedy that happened to me "The same geek boy offered me his heart in college but i had already learnt enough by that time that :
"You won't find a real home until and unless that home wants you too,Until and unless it itself invites you to colour it with your annoying habits and paint it with your happiness" and He is that kind of home that invited me but i wasn't the right person to make it one.But you know what the tragedy is by that time i realised "I was not meant to feel the feeling of home though he emits that coziness that one can define as home but that home doesn't deserve habits like "Me" Fuck !! I can easily toxicate the walls of his heart and weaken the boundaries, The plaster on it but I banned that feeling to intoxicate me because "He deserved a better person to live within his home and not me who'll ruin that happily ever after within seconds- He don't". I replied looking at the building on the other side of the road -I have heard he lives here where I used to live few years ago (I have been changing buildings since then - I still can't make those 4 walls a home -That feeling was never there//Never'//
Home can never be a person for me.I mean it take years for us to make a place our home and with humans the format is almost same but the thing is when you had a fight with a person you can just leave that person without thinking twice if your peace is at risk but what if you had fight with those four walls??Where will you go??There will no other "Home" for you to welcome you in at the odd/even hours.Where will you go??When a relationship started becoming toxic -You can just break the fucking spell and leave the damnnn person but what if the ceiling start to question your existence,The walls start demanding answers of your decisions and what if the doors started becoming one sided -Just the exit and then no entry!!There will be no place that"ll accept you just like your old home did!!No one will hear your pleas of how you are sorry for not feeling the feeling called "Home" Maybe because you don't carry the same warmth they did.You are fucking cold just like ice and once if someone holds that ice for seconds their hands turn numb!!The same goes for you -The more someone tries to find home within you,The more you'll ruin them and turn them homeless.
©dusky_dawn
(N.M)
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"You write beautiful"
"Beautiful words often come with deepest of scars."
©thewordplayer -
Killer
Every night
There are voices in my head that scream
They fight their own wars,
They even haunt me when I dream.
These voices, they keep cursing me
For all unwanted things i have done,
For who i was suppose to be
And for who did i become
These voices, they dwell on
the self hatred i have built,
The voices are actually
Of the dreams i have killed.
©thewordplayer
