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sha_fiya
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sha_fiya 19h
For that one world you created me
As a light
Walking to that fire you took
Me deep into that shine
And, now you tell me to sit on that
Dark throne
And attain that meaningless sacrifice
You let the empire divide and kingdom
Was thrown into that mad light
You just keep your eyes and you let anger kill your mind
If you want to want to see the perfect stars first try to create that dark sky.
You are speaking infinite words which is nothing let me walk to fire to find that one sole who is making you dance even in that mad light .. -
sha_fiya 4d
From the ancient empire
And division of kingdom
And that members of royal family
Speaking about the future of throne
Based on meaningless sacrifice
The great guide where people attain
Salvation
Flames of their eyes contribute to
Their heart
Loss of royal capital
From the hand of gentleness
Gave birth to human life
Through the anger , frustration ,
Were born in their mind1
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sha_fiya 4w
I saw her she was sitting
In the dark side of the room
Writing with the pen
And slowly slowly
How I entered his life
I saw the demon who was praying for her to die
O, her mind filled with the colours of infinite and slowly was mixed her life
In the dark paradise and took her eyes
With the Power to survive I saw her eyes
Which was rounding in the darkness to
Stay alive
Playing the game with that sky she was tired of that lie passing through the hell
She make sure to cover his eyes and her
Whole philosophy of madness died
Writing in the book she surrounded her eyes the words were breaking into the peaces of lie
Then she turned her self and saw the game of life and made her self smile
I would what was going in her mind.
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sha_fiya 5w
I say that nature has created some strange man
Some of them look through their
Eyes half laughter ,
And laughing foolishly
Like parrot
If they hear the sound of
There are other man with same gloomy
Faces that they will not smile
At any thing and just say
Even one should play part of my
Sad...
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sha_fiya 5w
To that love which
Have died and
That circumstances of my life
What made you shift in my eyes
In that a lot of patterns and a lot of minds
Some times I remember when
I see that love story at night
Just to tell my heart stay calm and
Survive
Then I take the phone and disappear
For a while some time I circle.
My life just to see the mindset of that
Night
Who has still hold me to Survive
When I see the stars it reminds me of
Some one who is going to come and
Shift my eyes
From that game where all people die
And now for you I want to survive
Let it be night and I will make sure
To cover up the light from your sky.
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sha_fiya 6w
Shiny nose and that golden eyes
I still remember the mask you were
In your life
You always shine and shy
I don't know then why you cry
At the back of life
You were staying your life just like
A demon waiting for your end to arrive wearing that gold eyes and shiny nose
I still don't know how did you carry
Such a perfect smile
I was the one who saw you in that way of life
O, once I saw in your eyes I was able to
Touch the sky
And once I saw your tears I
Still remember that shiny stars in your eyes
You were burning in front of my eyes
It was a magic that how could only I see
O, lady it's okay to have that burns
And cry to were that mask and pretend
Like a shiny doll in others eyes and survive the life.....
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sha_fiya 6w
O, I want to be your alarm clock
O, let me be your sun
O, let me be you book
O, letter me be your friend
I love you when I see your eyes
I feel like I am in the green garden
I forgot all my struggle in this life
I even forget about light
I was just a doll thrown away from life
You were that first person who hold my
Hand and did not let me die.
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sha_fiya 6w
Some times words are not
Enough to make you feel what
I feel
I just need to see in your eyes
And find my reflection -
sha_fiya 7w
If you want to meet real darkness
Then don't see the perfect stars
In the dark sky
See the monster inside in your eyes,
As it treasures your life
Go into the deep see of her eyes
And you can see the walk to hell
Finding the heaven in this earth's light
Some day you paint
And some day you keep growing black
Roses in your eyes
But why, it's a promise that never lies
O , going too deep in the power of dark
Nothing changes in that black flower
The flowers of that eyes
You made that spring
And now wishing to their end his journey
And now I take that glass of red wine
Gently putting into my eyes
Sitting in that garden....
Saw that girl with same smile and same
Eyes she came close to me in
That lovely garden
As if she have seen a monster
I think she saw that part of my life
That's hard for me to describe
She took her book and started writing
Now I think it was my turn to see with
New eyes.
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sha_fiya 7w
Saw that letter in your hands
And after that whole night
I was trying gave birth to a poet in my mind
Once I see in your eyes I believe that I can touch the light
You make me sing
And dance I think that is the reason I am still alive
I wish it would be easy to laugh and cry
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Gulmohar
Aaj shaam kai baadlon ko ek saath dekha. Kai baar. Ek me milte hue. Ek taraf bahte hue. Kisi anjaan raste ki talash me. Safed. Aasmani aasman me. Akele akele. Ache lagte hain, hai na?
Per udher se jab nazar hat'ti hai aur apne dil per padti hai to kya hota hai? Acha lagta hai tab? Nahi na! Yahi haal hai. Aaj to bas yahi haal hai.
Ek baar uper dekho, ek baar neeche aur koste raho zindagi.
Lagta hai poori zindagi apni hi khamiyon ko nikaalne me guzar jaaegi. Per shayad aisa na bhi ho. Lekin zara dekho to hum khud kitne bade naqaad bane baithe hain apni zindagi ke. Zara si halchal hui nahi ki bas shor machane lagte hain. Lekin mujhe aisa lagta zara aaram se daatna dapatna chahiye khud ko. Khud bhi kuch "khud" hote hain. Bura vura lag gaya to. Zimmedar kaun hoga uska?
Khair, isiliye. Bas isiliye maine gulmohar ke patte tod liye hain aur yahan khidki per baithi hun. Phool. Laal laal. Khushbu soong lo. Ab kya kahen, khushbu hi nahi hai. Lekin saamne dekho ped jo laga hai. Kitna shaandar hai. Dil karta hai jhoola daal ke waheen jhoolti rahun aur jab tak koi mar var na jaae uthun hi na wahan se.
Waise pahle main gulmohar ko Soongne lagi thi. Fir idher achanak ye mujhe bahut acha bhi lagne laga tha. Laal laa. Mera pasandi yun bhi hai laal rang. Sabko pata hai. Doosra ye ki, iska ped mujhe bahut pasand hai. Lekin wahi na, khushbu se ekdam khaali. Aur bas, yaheen mera khoon khaul jata hai. Ki aakhir Khoobsurt na ho to chalo theek, magar khushbu se khali? Ye koi tuk nahi banti. Aur agar tuk log bana bhi le, to aisi tuk mujhe achi nahi lagti. Aisi jali bujhi tuk log apne khaali bhoose jaise dimaag me thoos ke rakhen to zyada behtar hota hai.
Lekin dekho, ek baat suno. Aur samjh bhi lo. Main yahan phool ko nahi kah rahi kuch. Aur kabhi kahungi bhi nahi. Ye to wo namuraad insaan hain jo iblees ki tarah pahle pyaare lagte hain uske baad khushbu se bilkul khali. Aur to aur kabhi Jo rooh ko chhu jaaen!
Khair, rahne do. Ye kya chhuenge rooh. Inke abba bhi nahi chhu paaenge rooh. Or rooh to chhodo inhe to ye tak nahi pata hoga ki jab koi insaan hawa ki tarah thanda hokar, pyaar se milne aae to ek phool hone ke naate muskuraya jata hai. Lekin ab in ibleeson ko kaun samjhae!
Bas, yahi baat hai. Khidki ke kinaare chupchap gulmohar ke toote hue phool rakh leti hun aur dekha karti hun. Ped ke paas kabhi nahi jaati. Kyunki ye iblees, jaise hi main jhoola daalungi, meri faasi ka fanda bhi usi ke saath laga denge!
Magar haaye, kya kahun sach me! Gulmohar na ho gaya wo jaise sapno ka raajkumar. Ek ek girti pankhudi aisi lagti hai maano mere nikaah ka laal joda. Uske phool hilte dulte, maano meri laal chudiyan. Waah! Kya hi hoga wo gulmohar, jab use chu'ungi main. Kitna acha hoga wo ehsas, jab jhoola daalungi usper. Aur jhulungi. Aisa lagega mere sapno ka raajkumar has has kar mujhe jhula raha hai. Ya khudaya, kya hi honge wo din!
Magar ye kambakht! Allah na kare gaaliyan nikle muh se, magar ye iblees hain hi isi layak. Na kahna chahu kuch tab bhi ek do gaaliyan to nikal hi aati hai. Samjho jaan khaae pade hain puri. Dafa hi nahi hote zindagi se joki nijaat mile.
Acha chalo wo sab chhodo, ek aur baat batati hun. Pata hai, jab laal gulmohar dekho aur uper aasman to itna acha lagta hai kasam se maano khuda ne tumhare liye is pal ko khasker banaya ho. Ekdam shaandar. Khoobsurt.
Us din to main poora tayyar hui thi gulmohar se. haan, aur kya! Kyun? Nahi ho sakte kya? Bhyi agar na hoye aisa kuch, to na hoye. Magar main aisa nahi maanti. Meri ammi zara daat vaat deti hain kabhi ki pholon ke gahne is tarah nahi pahne jaate. Kya pata kon si shey rahti ho pedon per, aur aa jaae ekdam se mere baalon per. Lekin aksar to wo yaheen kahti hain jaao le aao, ehtyaat se. To main chali jaati hun aur kabhi kabhi to apne dopatte me bhar laati hun. Jaise phool ki pattiyan na ho, koi khazana ho!
Lekin bela vela ke gahne aasani se ban jaate hain magar gulmohar ke aasan nahi hote. Haath ke kangan banane me nani to yaad aa jati hain. Lekin, mera to bhai shauk hai. To maine raat ki raani aur gulmohar ko ek saath dheere dheere sui dhaage se piroya. Aur sach kahun to poore teen ghante lage, lekin haar nahi maani maine. Uske baad, ek bhi sukoon ki saans liye bagair jaldi se peela dopatta odha aur halka sa shringar karke wahi gulmohar ke kangan pahne aur kaan me raat ki raani ke phool. Badi hi mushkil se gaye kan me. Lekin tab ammi ko dikhaya to wo pahchan hi na paai. Boli," kya koi pari hai tu?" Aur main tezi se has padi. Maine kaha, are ammi tumhari hi bitiya hun. pahchan lo."
Khidki per baithi to wo dekhne laga. Gulmohar to kabhi nahi tod kar deta. Poochta hai kya karogi? Aur jab usne mujhe dekha to maano tham sa gaya. Wo bhi kya yaad karta hoga ki kya husn pari dekh li. Lekin maine uske dil dhadakne se pahle khidki hi band kar di. Bada aaya iblees!!
Phir kismat to dekho, roz roz gulmohar aane lage. Maano ab uska yahi maksad tha ki laal joda bhi wahi le ke aaega. Lekin do din baad ammi ne mana kar diya ye sab chaaploosiyan karne se. Aur ye sunkar to jaise uska mooh sad sa gaya tha, aalo ki tarah. Kasam se kya bataun, dekhne layak tha uska mooh! Huh, bandar kaheen ka!
Par ek din sach me us ladke ki amma aa gayi. Rishta lekar. Kaha ki ye gulmohar hame de do. Ammi thodi jhijhak gayi aur is masle per kya kaha jana hai, sochkar batane ko kaha. Khair, baat ab jab talti rahi. Aur badalti rahi. Ek din ammi ne na kar hi di. Ab aur kya, bhai na karti kya? Zara socho to sahi jo insaan gulmohar ke phool na de sake mujhe wo meri izzat kya khaak karta. Aur phir ye to pata hi chalta hai na, ki kitna chota dil hai un kambakhton ka!
Lo, phir ek gaali. Isiliye, bas isiliye main in na-layak logon ki baten nahi karti. Khuda ka shukr ki ye bala tali. Warna kya pata wo mujh jaisi gulmohar ko kitna kuchalta. Bhai, kya kuch pata vata hai unke dil ka? Nahi na! Tab fir.
Lekin suno. Bahut afsos ho raha hai kahte hue ki unki amma ne gulmohar ka ped hi katwa diya. Bahut dakiyanusi aurat hai kasam se. Itna jalti hai mujhse ki kaheen mar hi na jaae jalkar. Aur waise bhi katwa de gulmohar ka ped. Mujhe kya! Raat ki raani to abhi zinda hai na. Bas, wahi kaafi hai. Abhi khuda ki rahmaten bahut hain. Naazil hoti rahengi.
Acha waise suno, agar unke ghar jana to ye meri ek baat unse zaroor kah dena ki gulmohar ke ped me agar wo bhi latak ke mar jaati to wo aur bhi acha rahta.
Aur suno, agar gussa kare ya mujhe kuch kahen to mujhe wapas aaker na batana. Kha-ma-khwah mere gaal gulaabi ho jaaenge aur main aur khoobsurt lagne lagungi to nazar lagne ka khatra rahega!
Ab tum jaao..
Tab tak main phir se badal dekhti hun. Safed. Aasmani aasman me. Akele akele. Bahte bahte..
©philosophic_firefly
